Eventually, boys just don't know when to stop. Or maybe, make it stop. They're just the same creature as us. Their humans, we female(s) are humans too. Can't they just stop making something fragile from breaking. Sometimes in this breaking situation, it may leads to consequences. And boys don't exactly think of the consequences. That's bad huh? Well, to me it's really bad though.

".......whr were u wen i needed u?u wasnt dere..u ckp tu u syg?i was damn worried bout u wen u were outside expecting u tok balek n kol i sak u..tp u ttp dgil..i mntak bende kcik je seh u...............telalu pentingkan diri sendirik sampekan org yg btol2 sygkan u ni u tarok tepi..i love u so much u tau tak..but since uve given up.. I tk bley wat pape..thnks eh Kurniasih 4 evritink"

I've made such a nasty decision without thinking twice and so on. Because I am already tired and so sick of it. Into arguments, about the same thing. And about me? He would find my fault through my boy friends. Texting, meeting up and even slacking. Wtf? Like what Farhan said to me, we're still new to each other. I don't know why I'm not sure whether I've made a really good decision or a really not so good decision. I'm lost. Like I say before, I've made such a nasty decision. Well Nazry, I've given up on you and it took so much of time. Days and nights and lastly you agree to it. You're free to do whatever you want. Thank you so much & you're welcome:)

"whr were u when i really need u when i was at the chalet? dont tell me i shld just stick at home. I prefer being at the chalet with adek n her friends laughing my ass off. Rather than sticking at home alone. I was waiting for ur call ur msges at that point of time. But no avail. I was really worried for u, tpi u tk tahu, i diam jek. I even call ajan up asking asking hows u and all. I was farking worried for god sake. Bdk2 sume tyr ask aku stress, aku diam jek sia. U were out there hapily w ur friends. I was out there just slacking, nt doing anything stupid. Well, ure free to do anything u want now.."

NOW! Throw me some Hula&Co., Topshop's lingerie, Volcom bagpack, W350i Walkman phone, Ben & Jerry's cookie dough, Cotton On shorts, Forever's tee and go go bangles(LOL!) & of course Starbucks Chocolate Cream Chip and oreo cheesecake & Chili Crab. And I want Flesh Imp voucher please! I'll get well soon, I promise. I should dream on, I think.

Get myself ready and off to town, bye!