I've been missing for exactly a week now. So I try to recall every single thing that I've been through for the past one week. Okay, started off with.... yeah the day we headed town with the boys and Mira. I have the pictures already. And yes nothing about school, as usual. So, I headed down Nazry's crib and was on the bus with Zamir and Arifah. And waited for him to get himself ready, punyer lah lembab. And as usual I would fall asleep whenever he's not around me. So slack with Bob and Mamat and made our way to town. I know Nazry hate doing shop with me. So, I prefer girlfriends to shop with me the next time round. -__-" Off to Far East, had dinner at Cahaya and so I bought Gladiator too. I really want those Flesh Imp shorts at Heeren since Nazry says's it isn't that nice at all, so I didn't bought it. And Topshop, the most favourit-ed brand of all, since I'm a Topshop freak, heh! It's closed. And I wanted to head down Cineleisure, Nazry punyer lah malas! While I'm always at Far East, I have this habit that I can't take my eyes of the Singapore Miami Ink Shop, lol! Tattoo and piercings shop lah. Nazry was really fucked up about what I wanted to do. Real scary. Off to Fernvale and slack with the boys till morning and off to Nazry's crib. Blah blah blah... and we had plans again.

This time plan was karaoke. Hahaha! The ones following was me of course, Nazry, Nazrul, Zamir, Wan, Leha, Zura and Nazrul's girlfriend I think. It was okay lah. I sang a few song only. As I was really really sleepy at that point of time. But I did enjoyed myself there with them. And headed down Far East after that to have our dinner. And I met Niny and her girlfriends. So had dinner at Cahaya. The night was fun. So off to Fernvale to get Everlast back and off home. I was really shagged and busted. Only Nazry knew how busted I was, haha!

So Saturday I headed down to my cousin's wed. Which was really near from my place. My cousin look extremely gorgeous in her suit. And the couple look really happy together. And I can that my cousin ws really nervous, haha. Well, we all are happy for her. The new beginning for her. Dah ader cousin in law, hahahaha! The next day was even a great one! WE all were real tired but we did have fun here and there. And aku nyanyi tak sedap sekali and my heart was thumping real fast. I sang only two song. My heart and Mainan Cinta both with Wan. I saw, Danial, Ayie's friend, Diyy and her boyfriend and Zack.

(more pictures soon)

I officially broken up with Nazry. Actually I didn't even asked for a break up, it just that I only wanted a break from this relationship, that's all. But if he thinks we're broken up, then let it be. I was really heartbroken lah. But as day passes I try to move on without him. I have my friends, my pillar of strength. The one who were there for me all along, through my hard times I've been through with Nazry and all. And the misunderstandings and all. Well, he did tell me how he felt all this while. He tried to move on with me, but he just can't. Yeah, I don't blame him. And of course I don't blame Malina. I don't blame anyone, seriously. All I could do is just wish him luck to get what he really wants right now. I cried the whole night yesterday and my eyes still hurts alot. Lembab! LEBAM! Hahahaha!

I really thank Mira, An and Ajan for comforting me all this while. And thanks alot to them for making me feel really really beautiful in the inside and the outside, seriously. I love you guys so much. And the rest Wan, Zamir, Leha and Zura all, thanks alot for being there for me:)

And to Nazry, thanks ehk for breaking my heart. Thanks alot for shattering all my whatever lah ehk. Thanks for every single thing. I appreciate every single thing, the fucking sacrifices, the FAKE tending loving care and whatever shit ah. I'll try to move on. But for now, you know I still do have feelings for you. I just hope that the feelings would fade real real fast as I'm really afraid I would hurt even deeper. I'm sorry if all this while I have hurt your feelings all but it definitely cannot be compared to how much I'm really hurt right now. Good luck for you and Malina, all the best. She's a really nice girl, really she is:) Nazry you're an asshole you know that, haha. Sorry ehk bawang.

"Hey ass! I've made my decision... i tink staying single 4 a few mths is da bes.... n ill tink vry2 wisely during dat period of time and make d best decision....thanx alot 4 evri tink.... i don regret getting 2 2 noe u...n thanx for making me drug free k boncet!! Nk trn sni tkmo malu2.... lau nak ton pn i tk mind temaning u.... bye BONCET!!!"

I need shower and get myself ready, meeting the boys and girlfies at Fernvale.
I miss them so much.

I really hope there won't be any LEBARAN & it's definitely illegal to break a women's heart.