I've not been attending school for like a week now. Ya due to laziness, waking up lates, overnight staying and much much more. Well someone was really furious as I've not been attending school regularly. Alah dier sendiri dah tak skolah seminggu. I've not been attending school, but you see I spend the whole week with you also what. Well Mamat and lil sis is getting on well, EXTREMELY WELL! (meluat!) the boys, as usual, craziness, haha. Ajan and Zila, I'm not sure, heh! Nazry and myself? Hahaha, we're getting on pretty well now, after that night in the bus. The lies!.... But yeah, I do forgive him.

Met Nazry up at Admiralty and bus ride to Sengkang. Supposingly we're suppose to meet Mamat and lil sis, adik aku punyer sial, nak step luper. Aku nak maki jek! Met Ajan and Aiman and around Compass Point. Actually we're suppose to head down town with Dee and Azmi, but the rest was lazy lah senang kater, agaknyer lah tu. Had dinner and slack slack slack till the next day. The 'misteri jam 12' was a lil bit frightening. Hahahaha, banyak nah citer diorang! Lagik lagik Nazry! Hahahaha! Yeah watched soccer had tiger and around the new blocks. It was okay lah.

Okay whatever shit I'm suppose to be at Bukit Timah right now with Nazry, Wan and Faz I think! But wait, that fucking someone and that fucking someone ruin my fucking day. Seriously, I hate it. I feel like killing them seriously!! I don't give a shit about lil sis, she's on her own now, tu dier punyer pasal ah, dah malas aku nak layan dier. Dah sialan ngan aku, baru kao tahu nak buat baik, pukimak punyer perempuan.

I really do want Nazry to come down Admiralty, I need someone to talk too. I need shoulders to lean on. I really need you by my side, my hard times all. But well, I understand you're really tired right sweetheart? Ya, he didn't sleep the whole day of yesterday and today. But he did slept for one hour plus ah, dari aku! Braper minit dah tendang motor! Hahahaha!

After enjoyment, clubbing, drinking and etc.. Parents would start thinking differently. Seriously, and I really really really fucking hate that! It's like come on ah, I know how to take care of myself. Baru skarang kao nak fikir kan aku? Hahaha, asl dari dulu tak ehk? Slalu besar besarkan anak 'emas' kao tu! Puki taik! Diorang buat salah, tetap salah aku per. Baik ehk? Skarang anak 'emas' dier tak balik rumah pasal ikot ikot aku per? Wah, sedap sak mulut dier. And ya, perempuan sundal ehk? Kao boleh agak agak lagik yang aku ni nak jadi perempuan sundal ker tak? Tak sayang mulut per?

I'm not finding someone to pity me or what. But I'm stating what it has to be stated here. And while I shed tears, someone came through my mind... Iyllia Nazry. Like I said to him everytime, 'syg you..' he would answer back, 'part part gini jek syg..' But whatever it is, I mean it real real well and I know you know it. And I'm even scared of losing you, like those messages that you send to Shazan also. Will update soon:)

I love you, Nazry.