So yes, its the 30th today. I celebrated someone's birthday at East Coast which is Iyllia's. So the night was fill in with fun and fun. Hahaha. So on the 25th itself I woke up around two plus cause Iyllia asked my lil sister to wake me up. I washed myself up and all. Pack my stuff and cooked something. I made a move and to Tampines first. I bought him a small piece of Chocolate Truffle, since I know he loves that cake. So yeah. 31, bus ride to Marine Parade. I called them up then cab to East Coast. Wah, near near jugek, tapi cab fare reach nearly seven dollars. It's quite expensive since I'm myself from Marine Parade. And so, I reached East Coast around six plus. The boys were doing stuffs like building their arms all. Hahaha, cute uh. Then I was like outside with Deedee, while Ajan and Iyllia went to the toilet. Talking about this and that all. After awhile Huda reached our place around eight nine? So yeah, for that night I'm a winner. Oh heck care, I',m always a winner. Hahaha. Ajan lost $18 to me because he was such a loser at taiti! Hahaha! But at least I clear my debts towards him what? Hahaha! So Ajan and Huda made a move around eleven. I send them untill the road there alah behind Burger King. Then back to the tent. Slack and talk with Iyllia and Deedee. And to Ajan! "ilek sua aku tak kasi korang torn! Padehal padehal! Soyal!" I don't really mind if there's poeple hanging out with us from night till morning. Saper larang, tk btol? Dee made a move around eleven plus. And was left with just the two of us. Oh well, the clock strike nearly twelve and he was like, "da kul bape uh?" Oh ya, around twelve he asked me to accompany him to the beach since he's doing something. I did not and he went alone. So yeah I was like sitting in the tent. And I took out the small piece of cake and I lighted up a candle and him noticing that the tent was slightly brighter I think and was smiling away and he pointed a middel finger on me, soyal! Because earlier on I asked him to help me throw some rubbish. And by the look of his face, he was speechless. Haha, very funny lah. He made a wish and he blow it. And is it him or me gave a kiss on cheek. I can't remember. Oh..... it was me. Hahaha! And he thank me all. I'm sorry I didn't bought anything for you. It was a last minute thing that I could whole loads of cash for that day.

"I love it....cume sah suey jek...d bes part is wen we share thoughts n SWIMMING!!! ure vry appreciated!

"Don wori la....u made my dae!"

Then this and that, we took our valuables and grab some bites. Okay so supposingly the night was so full of things happening just like OLD times. Really. Like how we use to have our first picnic date together. Oh hell, that was the bestest picnic date ever man. Hahaha, the funny part was, someone call me his 'wifey' for a day. Hahaha, tu zaman dulu. Chey macam dah braper tahun lalu gitu ehk. Lol! We grab ourselves amsterdam, double cheeseburger, peach tea and entah ehk aper tah lagik. So yeah, tehn we headed back to our tent.
And something that was not suppose to be done, has been done. Like what the hell?! Yeah, yeah. Blame on something. So we did something that we're NOT suppose to do! It's like him betraying that fucking someone and me betraying my very own midget footballer. Only God knows and some close ones knows about it. But what do I care. If she knows, it's his own fault. Not mine. Cause my footballer can't get to know every thing what is written here:) I'm very very mean uh? A mean girl indeed. To a particular someone only.
So earlier that morning he took a nap for a while and me cleaning up the tent cause it was a mess. And he knows how childish I could be.


Wait wait, Iyllia knows how ..........

• childish.
• disgusting.
• noisy.
• angry.
• sensitive.
• merepek.
• kind hearted, saaaaaaaaaap haha!
• mentel/cheeky.
• sweeeeeeeeeeet.
• seductive. nyehehe! fuck.

I could be. Hahaha!

I was messing around with his Palmolive Powder and dolling him up while he was taking his nap. I pour quite alot and mess around with his nose, his face, his nipple and his back. Hahahah. Oh haha, I 'drew' a picture of Ajan at his back and a bin at his top left shoulder. Ajan per, macam tak tahu plak! So around nine we pull down the tent and spread it wide. And mandi laut. He can say so, overcome my phobia a little bit uh. Cause part part mandi laut ni aku phobia bukan sket, tapi banyakkkkkk! Lol! So yeah. And this Iyllia Nazry kan. Aku kenal dier punyer mentel dengan aku macam maner. Whenever we're about toooooo.... he would give me this cheeky smile. Alah I taught him those stuff ones. Cause I'm always the one who gives him my cheeky smile. Sebab tu member suker. Hahaha! Whatever it is, I love the 'mandi laut' with him. Member dah lah maken tan. Then it was drizzling only for fucking five minutes, wah piang! We moved to a shelter and he took his shower then I took mine. We slack at McDonalds due to something. And I don't wanna write it here. It was fucked. Hahaha. And guess what I even said that, "fuck 26 man!" Hahaha. We made a move around four plus then bus ride. Dier bus ride kan punyer lah heaven. Hahaha. I took a nap in the bus and I dreamt of something. I dreamt that budak budak fenrvale sumer jadi artiste. Wtf? seriously uh. They were doing their interviews and all and cameraman's were clicking here and there. Hahaha! And dorang punyer sial, nak step macam paham! Hahah, cause I did told them what I dream of. We reached Fernvale and how cute can the boys be. Deedee ngan Ajan peh sial buat cake dalam tarok bawang. Eeeeewwwww! We were there laughing out loud. And I guess Iyllia like his mini celebration, haha. Yeah, slack and all. Then later that night I was on the phone with Shavy for a little while then bed.
And so I spent my Saturday to chalet. Supose to be going out with Shavy just the two of us since we both wanted to go town. But then I changed my mind and I head down to Hazmi's chalet. Then we made a move around one plus ion the morning as he friends wer kind enough to drop us at Sengkang, Then the three of us me, Hazmi and Payan slack with the boys. There were Farhan, Iyllia, Mamat and Ajan. Then around three I guess I followed Iyllia and he gave us a slice of cake from Secret Recipe and Haagen Daaz chocolate ice cream. And I soooo love the morning spend with the boys. It was fun, hilarious and fun. It was Payan first time meeting them and he loves hanging out with them. Member ngan Ajan dah macam adek bradek. Hazmi ngan Farhan lagik jangan cakap, teros samer. Kembar sebodek! Lol! Then earlier that morning around six I met Iyllia at the lift lobby because of something. Something, very mangkok! Only he knows uh. Unless he tell our friends, aku sepak dier peh muker. So we spent time and yes, at last buat jugek. How ehk Iyllia? Kao kalau bilang kawan kao, aku sumpah aku tk friend kao uh! Hmmmphhh! Lagik2 Deedee, Mamat ngan Farhan! Then I reached home around eleven in the morning and my parents was having breakfast and I did something for while this and that and bed. Slept around twelve and woke up around four. Supose to be towning with Shavy, I paitao him! Kesian dier. He was suppose to having match at Sengkang Sec but then it was raining heavily today. So I cancelled our plan and I took a nap until nine. And television all the way.

And it's Monday today. Sigh... I'll update up soon. Ciao!

Oh yeah, I forgot to type down. What I did after the chalet. Hahaha. So after town on Saturday night slack at Fernvale then made a move by around four in the morning and cab ride to Downtown. Since I promised someone that I would overnight there. Yeah, thanks for the cab fare. Baek btol kawan aku ni. Hahaha! Nak aku turon peh pasal, sanggup bayarkan duet cab. Most of his friends went back and left with me, Izzat, Haziq and Aci, I think. So around seven I took a nap and his dad woke me up with his deep 'rock' voice. Hahaha. Watched tv and took a quick shower. We had breakfast at the food court and his mum was treat me. Thank you. And the we proceeded to Escape Theme Park and again, his mum treat me. Haiyo! But hell yeah, I had fun. I sumpah I won't take that Pirate thing again man! Kalau laki, bo pleh dah kat tekak! Sial btol, seram babi punyer! Babi naek pun babi menanges siol! Lol! My lungs was about to burst man! Tapi serious uh, seram siol! I enjoy taking the family coaster ride. I know, kental. But funny tao. I was sitting next to his little sister and she was laughing non stop. Hilarious. And I was like, 'nak naek lagik roller coaster ngan yg basah basah tu?' referring to the wet 'n' wild thing. Hahaha!

So just now I head down Fernvale and the boys were playing soccer. I join only after they had finish. "Practice makes perfect." Hahaha! Slack and slack. And made a move around midnight and ride to Admiralty. I didn't meet up with Shazi :( Oh well, I don't think I'll be attending school later on cause ader lah sebab sebab nyer! I'm going out around three four later on to Tampines Mall and then to East Coast.

I was talking on the phone with Iyllia and he sound so sedehhhhhh. Haiyo! I don't know what to say anymore. Hahaha. I'll update pretty soon then. Don't forget to listen to more Ultraviolet. They're sexy.

Ciao!

Horoscope:

Aquarius
People might say they need you right now, but do they really? Can't they make do without you just this once? Find out. Because you can't possibly respond to every fire that erupts, and right now you need to prioritize yourself, first. There's nothing wrong with taking care of your own issues and then seeing how you can add something to the lives of others. Too many people think they can snap their fingers and you'll come running -- show them that's simply not the case.

Last Friday I head off to Tampines and met Izzat up. Train ride to Pasir Ris and to the chalet. We play card games and talk cocks. Mostly it was the boys talking shits. Made a move around two or three in the morning and off to Sengkang. Slack with the boys. Reached home and woke up around three. Got myself ready and meet the boys and Mira at town. Around Heeren and Cineleisure. Had Subway for dinner. Thanks Iyllia for the treat:) Muahaha! We, Farhan, Mira, me, Hazmi and Mamat made a move around eleven and ride to Fernvale. Since Mamat and myself wanted to catch our bus at Sengkang. Since he was going Changi and myself to Downtown. We miss our bus. Slack at hall and then one by one the rest came. I don't know why that night I seem to be so 'happy'. Really. Maybe I was still wondering how cute that guy was, who I met earlier at town. Hahaha. So here's the story. I'm not using any phone now. And yeah. I was queing up for the phone booth just to make a call to Farhan where to meet and all. And suddenly got this group of guy was standing not far from me and one of them gave me a smile. And he says whether I would wanna use his phone for a while. Then I say "Thanks alot then. You're my saviour. Hahaha." He gave me a smile and I made a move by rushing to Far East in case they left me. Hahaha. Veyr funny huh?! Thanks to that stupid Philipine woman who had put down the phone and puts in another thirty more cents. Wtf? Alah at least I get to know a very cute guy what. No lah this is not desperate liao.Hahaha.

We've been contacting each other every night though. Oh yeah, he's mix. He's chinese and malay. Like what I say, chinese guys are cute. Like this one! Hahah! Alah Iyllia, you got yourself a FOOTBALLER! I also got myself a footballer, lagik cute!! I sound like a freak. Damn. Okay, so I was texting Iyllia yesterday morning and on the phone with him. And guess what? He don't wanna contact me for the time being because he wants to let go of everything. I did said that I'm so over him. And I'm happy now. Whenever I told him stories about Shazi, that phone guy, haha. He would just kept quiet and pretend he heards nothing. Cause he says that he don't wanna listen to these things, it will just make him feel unhappy, I guess. I feel bad for it. But oh well, when you were telling me stories about her, do you know how I feel? Now then you know how I feel. And now whenever you're telling me stories about her, I feel nothing. I even said something to you. "If you can let go of it, be happy. If you can't, go for it. Go and chase for what you have always wanted." And you even thank me for that. I'm saying all this because you regard me a younger sister. And I can accept that:)

I'm treating just like a very close friend, a good cums a bad friend and a brother. Not more than that. And let me remind you something. I know by saying words would make a person think back of the past. And when I use to said things from the past, you would say you wouldn't wanna listen. And now, you wanna say something, let me tell you. I don't even wanna listen. I'm happy now with my life. I don't hold any more grudges against you anymore.

I have to attend school tomorrow since we're having an assignment and maybe soccer with the boys at school. I can't wait for soccer tomorrow. Kalau jadi. Oh yes, when I'm wearing jersey and shorts, I'm a boy to them. Really, tak bedek. Hahahah. Oh yeah, me and Iyllia will be going on a picnic date tomorrow. And willl overnight at East Coast. So call in celebrating his 18th with me. Hahaha. I wanna eat, shower and get myself ready. And may be tonight I'm meeting the phone guy. Kalau rajen uh. Hahahah!

Ciao homies.

Hello. This few days I've been spending time with the boys and all. I miss Zura so much. It's been so long since I've last saw her. Same goes to Leha and Nana. And Mira has been coming down Fernvale often. And it's good enough that I could see her. So yeah. Wednesday morning I spend my time away with Iyllia. Yes, I forced him to spend the time with me. Hahaha. At last, I did. So yeah, the 'spending time' together was really great. I didn't expect things to turn out that way, really. And yeah, we talked about this and that. We talked alot. We did things which you think it would hurt her if she knows it. It really hurts me alot, seeing myself torturing myself. Oh well. I'll update real soon. I wanna watch Ellen and my chinese drama, got myself ready and meeting Izzat at Tampines and off to his chalet.

Ciao homies:)

I'm not gonna type a long post here. Cause I simply would forget certain things easily. So started from last Friday. I've done my hair. I highlighted it up. Two tones, ya. Supposingly I wanted to have it in dark green and black as a base. And I did not have it that way. I basically picked dark brown as a base and slightly blonde for the highlights. It cost mummy around 75bucks just to get my hair done. Bus ride home with mummy, reached home and 'brangan' sekejap, kahaha. Most girls do that. Really. Hahahahaha.

So I spend my Saturday with the girls. Zura and Huda. Leha joined us for a little while and she had to left us three. Cause she was meeting Najib after. We walk all the way to Sungei Road just to survey some stuff and yeah. Huda bought herself a vintage bag and us this very cute scents. Hahaha. Then bus ride to Suntec and since we're going for this Body Shop sale held there, since it's the last day. In the end, the queue was pretty long and we were like, 'tak payah sudah'. We had Burger King for dinner and camwhore a little. Chatted this and that. Then around Marina for a little while only then 70 to Sengkang. Huda drop down at Hougang. We sat for a while and then the boys came. Blah blah blah. Then Iyllia came down slack, to Mail's block then nak kasi birthday bash, ending up gadoh. Wah seh! Reached home, ate something did this and that, Ellen show then bed.

So Sunday I woke up around three four plus in the afternoon. Got up and got myself ready and blha blah blah. Met up with Ajan, Zura and Iyllia at town. And yes, something sucky happened. I was being rude to him. Then he was being rude too. He cursed me like how I would usually cursed him "pegi mati lah kao!" While Zura was trying to calm me down and Ajan trying to cool him down, I crushed this paper from my bag and throw it at him. Kena kepaler, haha. Then member punyer sort jalan blakang aku, tinggi kan suare tolak aku. Babi btol, saket siak. Bus 16 to Jiak Kim and we slack outside Zouk for hours. Then very unexpected, Deedee came. I accidentally shouted, lol. I saw Suraya, Shaiz and friends, Ady, Haziq, Lanny and friends and much much more. And I'm sorry to Fatin and cousin for making you both wait just to get in. Then we partied till three plus cause the event ends at four. And the night was pretty awesome. I had fun though. Oh yeah, there was me, Iyllia, Zura, Leha, Deedee, Ajan, Teddy, Yayat, Hyril, Azmi and friends. There was 17 of us. And in the end sumer split, carek macam nak rak, tak sal! Walked to Great World 711 and had supper and slack. We make a ove around six plus and waited for the bus. Deedee went off with Azmi, Zura went off with Ted and Yayat. Leha went off with Hyril and Ajan. And me and Iyllia. Since he says that he wanted to board the bus with me sleep in the bus. And the morning with HIM! Was really funny. We nearly walked from City Hall to the church there uh. Waited for 80 and ride to Sengkang. And in the end it was me, who fall asleep. I had such a good sleep, really cause I was pretty tired and masai, sort off. Hoho! He pitied me since he thinks that I was soooooo tired, haha! Babe, from Zouk till the morning, the hugs and kisses was great, HAHAHA! I think it sounds sooooo totally wrong hahaha. But yeah, sweet of you. I had a great time with him too and dier kan gatal as he puts in 'nakal'. Hahaha, inside joke liao. Okay, I wanna sleep and I need to wake up around nine for school tomorrow.

(13th March)
Oh not to forget to this very hot friend of mine & my block neighbour too, haha.


& to this very ex boyfriend of mine who I use to cherish, hahaha!
(oh well, i kinda miss him, really, hahah!)

Towning.

Last Last Friday, Karaoke Session.

Hello. Yes, my blog has been lacked of updates here now. Cause most prob I'm out with my friends and all and of course I'm plain lazy. So last week on Wednesday Deedee was admitted to hospital due to his asthma. So before that I spend the night at Iyllia's crib and we watch 'Meet Dave'. It's a hilarious movie though. So I took a nap for a while and he woke me up. We did not talk much. Cause I was tired and sleepy and him I don't know. And so something happen. I tear the piece of paper that I used to write to him once and him, he was very furious about it. Haha, okay sorry. I got myself ready and off home. I reached home around eleven plus, I took a shower got myself ready and bus ride to Changi Hospital. I spend my day at the hospital from the afternoon till around nine. Cuase WE know he will be very bored. Hahaha. I was suppose to have school on that day and this bloody Deedee made me worried and I even text Mr Ee up that I won't be attending school. Sigh! So the next day I was about to go to school, I suddenly remembered that Farhan could not fetch Deedee. So I made my way to the hospital and accompany him till his mum reached. Cab ride to his crib and I watched tv and took a nap for a while. And he's mum was being so kind enough to cook for me maggie, haha. Then Deedee told me some stories of Bedok Reservoir and how 'jakun' I am! Bus ride to Fernvale. So I spend my last week, Saturday with Hyril and his friends. So yeah, suppose to accompany Hyril to his friend engagement but I don't want too. Blah, blah and blah.


Eventually I spend my weekend very well. Last Friday I went out wit Hyril and company. The plan was karaoke at town. It was funfunfun. Really haha. And I got loads of compliment, suare sedap woi! Kahahahahaha! Had dinner first at Lido and then karaoke. After spending the night away I made my way to Raffles to Ajan's workplace. Slack and made a move by around one. Cab ride to Fernvale. I was too ashame how to face Deedee, Iyllia, Farhan and Zamir. I had a talk with Deedee followed by Farhan then Iyllia. Then talk with Iyllia macam kelakar gitu. But I like, heh! Thanks for the kiss on the forehead. And I did repay him with a kiss on his cheek and lips. And him repaying me back too, on the lips though. Nyeheh! They boys accompanied me to the bus stop and home. On the phone with Iyllia from seven till nearly in the afternoon. We had little little arguements and ending up with laughters. Tapi dalam hati maseh terfiker woi pasal bende2, fikiran babe. Hahah! Rest and sleep. And woke up around five, six? Yeah. Had dinner got myself ready and off to town. Meet up Deedee, Iyllia, Leha, Zura, Mamat, Farhan, Mira and Zura's cousin. Slack here and there and walk all the way to Far East. I was like, "where the hell did Farhan park his car man!?" Cause I was pretty tired that night. Then the plan was to Marina Barrage or S'pore Flyer. In the end, ending up at Fort Canning. We walk ups and down. Pictures here and there and slack. Made a move half past midnight. Send Zura and Mira off and ride to Fernvale. And now I'm very very bored. What the hell? Okay I'm doing my hair this Friday. So may be I should get myself psychedelic colours or maybe not. I'll think about it:)

More pictures will be up soon. I'm hungry and mummy is not home yet. Okay bye.

I got alot of things to write it's just that I don't feel like writing it down here cause I'm so fucked up.

Stuffs like.....
Iyllia Nazry.
Friendship.
School.
Most prob a new work:)
and more of course.

So I'm not doing quite well this few days. I'm having this fucking fever whenever I'm not in good terms with him and shits. Thanks to you I'm down with this fever. Go die lah better! I don't think the so call promise in yourself, like "no relationships and all" would not last long. As I can see is that, you're liking some one more and more, which is my Deedee's cousin. She even told me she would not even want to ruin our relationship, but YOU, IYLLIA NAZRY! Made me have a very bad relationship with her. Why are you so heartless? I don't mind you having something on with someone who I don't like or someone who I don't even know. Tapi ni kawan aku sendiri sak! You, youself don't like me having something on with the person you don't even like which is Hyril, abeh? Kao fiker aku suker tengok per kao ader bende dengan Huda? Kao punyer janji pader diri kao tu tak akan lamer lah sial. Buat angkong lah ni lah. Better get back to your old lifestyle lah asshole. Such a waste of my effort trying to change you into someone better. I believe that you could change even more. Yes, you're young I'm young. But I'm too too young to go through all of this. And you now enjoying yourself outside with your so call 'crush' and your friends which is my friends. You guys sucks alot.

Keju!

The one who see the pain is us and all. Ily:)

"i tknk, i nak ambek gambar dgn u.."
I'm still do loving you, and I know you still do:)

i love this picture. very funny & cute. & hidung dier besar!