Friday, February 27, 2009 2/27/2009 03:45:00 pm

I stick myself at home the day before yesterday. Then I had a phone date with Iyllia from midnight till morning around five plus. Then we put down the phone as he had to get ready and me too for school. He's going to school for I don't know what thing, while my class starts at eight. So I reached school exactly at eight and meet the boys up and off to class by eight thirty. School was suppose to end by four but then I went off by eleven since I was really tired and my body felt feverish. And yesterday actual plan was suppose to be heading down Beach Road since me and Iyllia had plan to have our lunch date there. Pasal member teringin nak makan Bone Steak! Hahaha! But then, I was sleeping soundly. Until I woke up around seven and he missed call me. Damn and I'm so sorry lah sayang! Then I got myself ready and Fernvale.

"I rindu u la.."

"I pn rindu u.."

Hahahah, he's really really cute tao!

So later plan will be towning and movie with Hyril, since he's treating me. And tomorrow town lagik, since he's going shopping and I'm gonna have a big fat appetite with him. Hahaha! So I wanna watch TV and get myself ready after that.

ciao!



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Wednesday, February 25, 2009 2/25/2009 07:19:00 am

I've just reached home and I don't think I'll be attending school later on. Cause NAPFA will be starting at nine-thirty and I don't think I would have the energy, lol! And I don't think ADP I will be attentive in class. So yesterday at school, I had another counselling session and this time it's only me and the section head. Banyak susah! Betol2 nak tahu aper jadi, but she's a really nice lady, really. And I'm so fucking ashame to face my very own form teacher, Uncle Ee. So lesson was suppose to end at five but then every day Uncle Ee, would release us an hour early.
Head down to Hougang and meet up with the girls and had McFlurry with them and off to Fernvale. And then spend the night with the boys. And I spent the morning with Farhan, Ajan and Mamat. The initial plan for that night was to wash and gave a very good waxing on the car, but then Iyllia came back from Bedok, since he went to school early in the morning with Deedee. Iyllia did call me up in the evening around five but I dind't picked up since I didn't hear my phone ringing. He asked me out to a movie, tapi sayang aku tak angkat tepon! Argh! Nabey, chibye! So HE wanted to spend time with me, since he says that he misses me real much. I miss you too really I do. Haha. So I think the hugs and kisses was pretty good and IRRESISTIBLE!!! -_____- what the FUSK?! Hahah. And I love you kissing my forehead, I know. You respect me, haha! So then, I walk him home to the lift lobby and off to the carpark. Tiga2, tinggal tunggu nak buat waxing ngan kering kan kereta, mcm siak. Baru nak basah kuyop! So I wipe the windows and all. And I accidentally tukar gear :P Alah, Farhan very the baek one. He drive us to Anchorvale and we ordered ourselves McDonalds for breakfast.

I'm taking an MC later on, if someone wakes up early he wouldn't mind accompany me to clinic right? Hahah, I miss him alot.
And one thing for sure, Iyllia very KPO lah(but actually I pick the course for him,ya i guess. he gets into Mechatronics), same school as me. Confirm kena fuck if I don't attend school regularly!

update more.
ciao.



Monday, February 23, 2009 2/23/2009 08:47:00 pm

Mamat, slalu bebual, keatwer sorang2.

hoho, ADY!

APER SAJER TAH!! yg mepek pepek jek.

Iyllia dalam club memang suker joget sorang2.




Sunday, February 22, 2009 2/22/2009 07:21:00 pm
the littlest thing.

Thursday, I reach school around twelve plus. When supposingly class starts at eight in the morning. Met up with the boys at the auditorium. Made a move to class by one. And guess what class suppose to end at four, in the end it ends at two-thirty. Buang maser aku jek turon skolah. Haish! Accompanied Haziq to CDC for his driving thingy. And bus ride to Sengkang. The boys play takraw while I sat down with Huda talk this and that. And so, I did not attend school on Friday. Cause Friday will be only having DRW. And in fact, Uncle Ee would even realese uh early. For example, starts at nine, end at eleven. What a waste of cash.
So yesterday, was Saturday. Hyril asked me out. And eventually I paitao him. Cause of some reasons. And this coming Saturday he asked me out again, juts the two of us(i guess) to town for shopping. Sigh! I'm not sure about it. So got myself ready and got out around seven plus and 965 to Sengkang and 89 to Pasir Ris. Met up with Deedee, Mamat and Faezah. And met Iyllia up at Downtown. Then made a move to the chalet and it was packed with people. It was Ajan's granny and his cousin birthday I guess. This is the fucking first time I saw a resort packed with people. Really it's like nearly most of the chalet are booked. And the Huda came. And we played some games and stuff. And we had to make move since we don't wanna miss our bus. It was really really fun. 89 back to Sengkang and I, took 163 to Fernvale. Slack wih the boys till morning and off to Ajan's crib since me and Iyllia was bored. And before that something spooky happened. Really, not lying. There was Farhan, Iyllia Zamir and myself. Okay, forget about that. So, I sat infront of Iyllia and HE keeps moving towards me until I'm slipping from the chair. So we played boxing, street fighter and this bomb game. Funny, you know. And it remind of the old us. And ya, thanks for keep kissing me on the cheek. Lol! And thanks for accompanying me to the bus stop and thanks for the kiss:) Even the littlest thing I could smile. Damn, haha.

L:"I tyr u bende, cepat dudok!"
N:"Aper die?"

L:"U maseh ader perasaan sayang lagik tak?"

N:"Ader."
*senyum mental*
L:"Perasaan rindu?"

N:"Yes, BUS! Cepat bus!"
*cause i know he can't express thins mushy2 things*
L:"Ader tak?"
N:"Ader." *senyum mentel!!!!!!*


I grab hold of his hand, and he came towards me and game me a kiss on the lips. How cute is that. And he very mentel tao. Hahaha. I need shower and off to Fernvale!

Ciao Homies.



Wednesday, February 18, 2009 2/18/2009 04:56:00 pm




2/18/2009 04:17:00 pm


You will remember when this is blown over.
And every things all by the way.
When I grow older.
I will be there by your side.
To remind how I still love you.




2/18/2009 01:48:00 pm
heartbreaking.

Currently chatting with Huda & Kai. Huda uh she really you know. Very too straight foward. I'm not thick skin lah babe! She told me to be staright foward to him, Iyllia, cause she says that I should start now. Pfft! Aiyo, it's really hard and it's a little to sudden.

"Its too hard to forget the things i had with u. Im just yearning for the love, care&concern, u pampering me. I miss all that. U were the one who build me up with confidence to love a guy again which is u. U were th one who i treasure most out of my friends, cause i believe we cld go far. U were the one who said, if i dont think negative stuff abt u, u say we cld go far. I feel hurt, why? Cause i put high hopes on u, u destroy it. I regretted slapping u. Im nt ashamed if u wanted to slap or beat me up infront of our friends cause i deserve it. I accept it cause im in the wrong. N i'll swear that i wld just let it go. So u wld nt even have to think abt it. I may be a bitch to you. But I still i loved you wholeheartedly n i didnt even took advantage of our love not even once cause i treasure our relationship real much...... *long text msg, something personal*......... I eel loved AGAIN, u made me love u even deeper. I tknk. I tknk saket hati, i pnat. I nak luperkan, tpi susah. Farhan even told me, u really love me so much. But why cnt u just show it to me? Why? It really hurts. Even after so long of crying for days nw, this little msg cld even made my tears roll down my cheek. I try to go on. I try to treat u as a friend, but its hard to accpet u as a friend.Its really hard, smetimes i think that i dnt event wanna befriend with u, just to clear my minds. Im loving u, still. Its up to u nk rply."

"I feel d same way too...but nvrmind,its ol over....i dowan to hurt u more...we'll tok again sumdae"


Idiot.

So I'm currently in the status of single but not available thingy. Hell yeah. But I'm not quite happy with it cause it's a little to sudden to accpet the fact that i'm already single after months of relationship with him. Yeah, it's time he needs a break and cool himself down and think over again. Like wtf? Why does it have to be him, cooling down? Sigh.. Sucky, very sucky. So before all this text messages were exchanged and more. I head down Fernvale on monday and watched the boys play takraw. So that night after days of missing, I saw him. Mcm wow kan? -__- So he was being so arrogant, ibarat macam aku ni tkder. Mcm sial. Lol! So to hall back and and the boys and myself played taiti and chatted. Suppose to be back home walking with Huda, I sat next to him and I talked to him for a little while. We end up arguing with each other. And one thing, I really hope the incident that has happen, won't happen. But it did.
Farhan wanted to send me home but I insist on staying until I could apologise to him face to face. And say whatever I want to say. Farhan even told Ajan to pass twenty bucks to me just to go home. Thanks alot, abg:) Then after the sun rises up I head down to his crib and so call 'spend time' together. The spending time together made me fall for you even deeper. Whats with that? And you too. And when I asked you something, you answered it the same as I said it to you. I'm confused with you. Okay, I just suddenly feel that I don't feel like writing down the rest. And yes.

"u tk rase bangge ker? u buat laki yg bkn dayus, jadi dayus?"
"u bkn jantan dayus, you're just fighting for your right, thats all:)"
*hugs tightly & tears roll down*

And it really really hurts me seeing Iyllia and my bestfriend, Deedee, cry.
:'(

So at night watch the boys play soccer and this time ribot siot turon, haha! I follow Farhan to Punggol the ride back to Fernvale and he send me home. And I met the boys again after they came back from Johor around 2plus and slack for a little while and home. Suppose to be swimming today, but it seems that they wanna play takraw I think.

i need shower, ciao!



Monday, February 16, 2009 2/16/2009 03:43:00 pm
23.

1. Single, taken or crushing? I feel different.
2. Are you happy with your life now? pretty much.
3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? it depends.
4. Have you had your heart broken? go on and read my post.
5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? sometimes.
6. Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats on you? yes.
7. Have you talk to another person about marriage before? yes.
8. Do you want children? yeah, why not.

9. How many? 1 or 2? 4 if possible.
10. Would you consider adoption? hmmm, im not sure.
11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think to let you know how him/her feelings? tell me.
12. Do you enjoy getting into relationship? i can't say enjoy. it doesn't matter if you're going steady or nt, as long as he loves you and you love him, that will be fine:)
13. Be honest. What did you and your ex did? we share hugs, kisses.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes.
15. Are you romantic? i think i am, haha!
16. Do you believe you can change someone? yes, caused i changed someone in the past and he is still remaining the same, not iyllia though.
17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be? italy, hoho!
18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting? most of the time im the one giving in.
19. Do you have feelings for someone right now? complicated.
20. Have you ever wish you could have someone but you messed it up? yes, i did it once. but accident, i guess haha.
21. Have you broken a heart? yes.
22. On the day if your best friend fall in love with he/she that you are deeply in love with. my bestfriend gave him up to me. she sacrifice her love though.
23. Are you missing someone right now? i miss alot of people. i miss mummy, i miss my dad, i miss my friends, my mates and of course the guy that have been missing for a while now.

what a luck.



2/16/2009 02:54:00 pm
even the littlest thing it could hurt someone, but why not this?

I'm at home, changed into a new blog skin. I'm bored, very very bored, bored to death. And Haziq is busy playing games. Haha. I really got nothing to blog about. Okay. So eventually Farhan wanted to meet me up since he got something to talk about. Like seriously I have no idea. I guess its about school.

Someone even told me something,
"Lau adk syg org tu deeply, it wun fade away.."

I guess I said something wrong. The main thing here is he's unlike him. He would usually call me up asking this and that. But then he's been keeping quiet for three days now, so yeah. I think I need to make a decision here and he does too. I just can't simply keep quiet. I just need reasons. Surely he have his own reason right? And I've been feeling restless this days. And whoever who hates me, would confirm be laughing his/her ass off. I wouldn't admit this is the relationship I wanted.

I'm just yearning for the old us.
the YOU who would call me up asking me such questions and put down the phone.
the YOU who would want to meet me and say that you really misses me much.
the YOU who show care and concern.
the YOU who would shower me love.
the YOU who would even treat me nicely even when I disobey and throw you attitudes.
the YOU who would pamper me. (& im spoilt)
the YOU who would defend me when you fought with someone(s) over such matters.
the YOU who would never fail to make me smile and be happy.
&
the YOU who build me up in the first place after so long of unhappy past.

You give me wonders. I have no words to describe it actually. I just miss that simple few things, that's all. I just need your reason, that's all I'm asking for. Whatever it is, I'm not expecting you to return to your old lifestyle, and you even said that you changed just because of me. And I mark your words. I still remember it. I believe it. And you even said something about people around you in the past, I still remember it.

Forget about it, I just need get myself clean now.
Having dinner with Wan later on at Tampines, if I have the appetite.
ciao homies!



Sunday, February 15, 2009 2/15/2009 03:07:00 am
sentosa & valentines:)

















So Valentines was spent at Sentosa with the mates and Zura & Leha's Boon Lay friends. I so love my Valentines. Hahaha! The day was great, the company was great, the weather was great, the 'atmosphere' was extremely great. Lol! So whats the big deal if one boyfriend's get jealous of it? Fuck it. So, I woke up pretty early around 10plus? Yeah, got myself ready and packed up my stuff and more. Suppose to meet the mates at 12plus. But then, pukol 12 baru aku kluar rumah. Met up with Zura and Leha and train ride and meet their friends at Palawan Beach. They were already happily playing soccer i think, hah! Waited for the mates to reach at the beach, had lunch first with their friends. Changed. We had Volleyball games, ya the so call 'racist' match, whatever ehk Nas. Hahah! Padehal padehal.

And not to forget my classmate, Nick. Punyer lah cute. And the mates especially Nas and Farhan punyer lah perangai babi! Hantam ajek perangai babi ker paper. Kacau aku! Sial btol. Hahaha! Ya like....,
"Nick come sit here."
"Nick, come here lah with me."
"Nick come here lah stand beside linsih."
Like wtf? Yang mangkok aku, dengan dier dier skali uh! HEE!

Had dinner with the mates and made a move by 9plus back to Vivo meet up with Zura and her friends. I had fun with them alot!! Really, I do. And common lah, just say that I'm the Queen. The 100, was very yucky. It sucks alot!! Talked cock, had countless rounds of taiti and blah blah blah. And eventually I did said something to someone tapi kan, dier kadang2 mintak kene sepak jek muker. Naseb baek aku buat salah ngan kao, kalau tak aku dah sepak lah sial muker kao! Pukimak. Thanks to Hyril for accompanying me through messages till I reached home. And my tan lines are sexy, haha! I also notice that I took alot of pictures with that asshole, Hyril! -__- Hahaha.

I've changed my topic.

Sometimes I feel like I don't even have a boyfriend. Yeah, like there's no Iyllia Nazry in my life. Like really. I'm FUCKING changing! Right? Oh PMS agaknyer uh! Knnbcc. I may be FUCKING rude to you. I say sorry once, it's up to you to FUCKING accept it or not. Suker hati uh kao nak terimer ker tak. I don't say sorry thousand of times cause I know in future I would definitely repeat it again and again and again, until I, MYSELF change my FUCKING ATTITUDE TOWRADS YOU! Right? And yes, something very dissapointing but oh well I better keep it to my FUCKING self. Because when I say something mesti ader jek lah ehk, kao bebual tu bebual ni, buat perangai ni sumer. -____- perangai pompuan.
And I notice something, biler gadoh ke PAPER LAH ehk, mesti carek orang yang samer. Wtf?!! Lol!
And Iyllia, if you ever feel like you don't even have a girlfriend and/or maybe don't feel like loving me, go ahead and say it to my face.

Oh yes, I need to replace my M.A.C ricepaper shadow, M.A.C sheer blush, M.A.C eyeliner, dozens of eyebrow pencils, face shop nail polish in hot red and green ASAP! It's running out soon. Damn. I'm very tired. I need make up remover, I need a cup of ice water, I need rest and I need sleep.

PMS mode, sucks.
ciao!



Friday, February 13, 2009 2/13/2009 02:56:00 pm







Just a very short post.
Oh yes, Friday the 13th. Hahaha, it's a big deal, I THINK. Just be extra careful.

So I've been missing alot of things lately. And I'll try to put it in a random order. We celebrated Farhan's birthday very cute tao satu-satu. We were like standing infront of his house and when he opens his door member dah tersengeh2. And they all sing the birthday song pretty loud, haha. Okay lah, haha. Made a move and train all they to Raffles and meet Ajan up. Cab ride to China St. and saw their friends and this guy who doesn't know that there will be a party at Pavillion until he came asking me and member pegi jugek. Oh Naqib, haha!
Went in by twelve plus and soooo party at the Pavillion was fun except for the part yang baru baru nak start. Macam taik. Because why? My head kena banged by this very thick besi. And my head hurts real much. Took a smoke slack outside with the babygirls and bought Amsterdam. And to my surprise the drink cost very cheap. Lol! Didn't expect what. Went in again by two this time. And I so love this girls of mine. We were all sweating and having fun, I think. After the party and mostly all of the party animals sat outside talking this and that. And we sat down and Deedee talked with his friends while the rest do their own things. They were super tired. Made a move and walk to Clarke Quay.
Slack and fill up my stomach. Cab ride home. And was very very very shagged. And something happen and I remembered it till I had reached home. I did said that I'll be taking the bus with babylovee and I didn't even remember at that point of time and I took the cab home. And yes, I 'paitao' him! Like wtf? I can't even remember a single thing. And babylovee took the bus home ALONE while the rest took a different bus home. I feel very bad. But really uh. Aiyoy, my bad.
So the last few days I've been spending times with the boys and girls and Fernvale. And have been going to babylovee's crib just to spend time together. And the X-Men that we watched together, kao memekak. Nak tengok diam diam ajek uh! LOL! Padehal aku yang biseng.
And I can't remember most of the things uh.

So school was okay lah. Since I had finish my presentation. So here it is.

And yes, for yesterday's Speak Carnival at my schoo I met my babygirls. I miss them freaking much and my highschool sweetheart, LOL! Poh Seng.

Here's the pictures of two weeks back. The sleep over at Zura's.



Not to forget, I receive another birthday gift from my aunts. Cantek, you know.

Sentosa tomorrow with the mates and yes Nick, the very cute guy in my class and Farhan have been pestering me to head down Sentosa with them tomorrow. So yeah!
And maybe I'll be following Zura to Yayat's family pit, I guess. At night. So tomorrow whole day out. Confirm tiring. What do I care.

& I SOOOO CAN'T WAIT FOR ROMP 4 THIS 15TH MARCH @ ZOUK!! HELL YEAH!!!
will update pretty soon.
Ciao!



Friday, February 06, 2009 2/06/2009 05:08:00 pm

I can't wait for tonight's party!! Pavillion here I come baybeh! Heh! Heh!
&&&&

he's really cute here! lol!
Happy 19th Birthday to
Farhan Baktee!!
Ily bro.
=)


I need shower and I need something to wear tonight! Ladylike perhaps? And we're celebrating Farhan's 19th at Fernvale and I just can't write what's tonight plan here. I'll update soon people. And lovee's being really irritating nowadays, haha. I love you potpot.



Tuesday, February 03, 2009 2/03/2009 03:00:00 pm

26th January, I sticked myself at home. cause i was plain tired from going out every single day. so television all the way and yeah, i was bored. the boys did text me up whether im heading fernvale or not, but i was too tired. so eventually when the clock strike midnight it will be my birthdate on the day itself. and lovee, farhan and haziq was being so sweet that they came down to my place just to surprised me with something. at 12.31am and guess what? they sang me a birthday song really loudly infront of the carpark which my windows were facing. and i think my family heard it. and i guess the people around heard it too. lol! and haziq and farhan surprised me with a Touch perfume by Burberry. whatever it is to me, they did something sweet which i appreciate it alot. and they are really cute. i love you guys.




macam cute gitu. haha dengan hidung besar dier.



27th January, another year older. so eventually lovee came up with a plan to Sentosa but it was a last minute change. we were like changing plans each time we came up with something. so this year i didn't think of having such a wonderful celebration cause i'm 17. yes, unlike i'm 16. so cab ride to fernvale and meet the boys up and all. and i didn't expect mamat, from bedok came down fernvale hurriedly just to celebrate my birthday. heh! so sat for a while and we made a move. so bus ride and around ehub for a while. bought chickens from i can't remember what was the shop called. heh! then waited for them while mamat, afiq and myself were happily muching on those popcorn chickens and root beer. haha. so slack at the park and off to the warung and had dinner. then diyanah, ajan reached and someone unexpected came which is my bestfriend Deedee and his girlfriend Faezah. i didn't expect that he would turn up cause the day before he told me that he had some family problems. i was shocked, really shocked, haha. and while we were having dinner, lovee accidentally spilt something. "duet cake, duet cake." and he stared at me and member mangkok! he's reaction was hilarious. and at that point of time, i know that i would have a birthday cake. hahaha! so off to ehub and we played bowling. and i was losing. and something UNEXPECTED happened again! i was watching them playing bowling and suddenly zura and leha was behind me with the cake on zura's hand and the boys and girls were around me singing in the alley LOUDLY! i bounced a little bit from my chair, haha. bounced ehk.
as you can see, these people which i knew for only nearly 10 months and these bunch of people has been really great to me. really, i swear. i really do appreciate you guys alot for all this while, which you guys had helped me on, no matter how big or how small it is. from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

and oh yes, thanks for the...

burberry perfume. - farhan&haziq
adidas sling bag. - diyanah
dickies bagpack. - kakrod&bobby
and a really really cute top. - mamat&ajan

"sayang jangan luper i punyer tiffinay&co. i mesti tunggu punyer. haha. btol tak maen2."
-linsih



so last friday on the 30th, Uncle Chong was giving us a treat at Thohirah at jalan kayu. and the fooda were great. and it was alot too. haha, thanks uncle chong. then ride to hougang to buy some ciggies with farhan, mira, lovee and zamir. then back to hall. made a move by 10 plus and bus ride to downtown to diyanah's chalet. and thanks for inviting babe:) the night was okay cause i vomitted out what i ate after i had drink 3 big plastic cups of vodka's and a little little mix of sprite. i don't even know why i vomitted. damn. i took a nap and woke up and join the boys. around 6am we made a move and bus ride home. and something terrible, okay i wouldn't say terrible something funny happened.
woke up around 3pm which was on the 31st and got myself ready since my family and my aunt and uncle were heading to simpang bedok for dinner. but then mummy wanted to head down newton for seafood. what a feast. lol. wanted to head down to diyanah's chalet that night since the boys were heading to her chalet after they went to city hall and was left by their friends.



1st February, i woke pretty early though. took a shower and get myself ready and off to diyanah's chalet. met lovee up and had lunch with him. slack with him and made a move around two hours later. to fernvale and slack with the boys and all. had dinner, thanks lovee for the treat. and the running here and there just to watch the chingay parade was hilarious. macam orang giler. slakc slack slack and head off to lovee's crib. spent the night at his crib. and if i could ever slap him, i would do it long ago. cakap jek nak pegi appeal, tapi tak appeal2 pon. he says that he wanna try his luck to go for mechatronics at macpherson. heh! skali member dapat masok dah samer skolah ngan aku, dah samer course ngan deedee. hahah deedee had appeal for mechatronics at macpherson.
and the night later the boys played soccer and after soccer we played rounders. punyer lah kelakar.




Pictures two months back.

With Nikon D70.will update more.
i need to finish of my presentation soon.
ciao!