Horoscope:

Aquarius
People might say they need you right now, but do they really? Can't they make do without you just this once? Find out. Because you can't possibly respond to every fire that erupts, and right now you need to prioritize yourself, first. There's nothing wrong with taking care of your own issues and then seeing how you can add something to the lives of others. Too many people think they can snap their fingers and you'll come running -- show them that's simply not the case.

Last Friday I head off to Tampines and met Izzat up. Train ride to Pasir Ris and to the chalet. We play card games and talk cocks. Mostly it was the boys talking shits. Made a move around two or three in the morning and off to Sengkang. Slack with the boys. Reached home and woke up around three. Got myself ready and meet the boys and Mira at town. Around Heeren and Cineleisure. Had Subway for dinner. Thanks Iyllia for the treat:) Muahaha! We, Farhan, Mira, me, Hazmi and Mamat made a move around eleven and ride to Fernvale. Since Mamat and myself wanted to catch our bus at Sengkang. Since he was going Changi and myself to Downtown. We miss our bus. Slack at hall and then one by one the rest came. I don't know why that night I seem to be so 'happy'. Really. Maybe I was still wondering how cute that guy was, who I met earlier at town. Hahaha. So here's the story. I'm not using any phone now. And yeah. I was queing up for the phone booth just to make a call to Farhan where to meet and all. And suddenly got this group of guy was standing not far from me and one of them gave me a smile. And he says whether I would wanna use his phone for a while. Then I say "Thanks alot then. You're my saviour. Hahaha." He gave me a smile and I made a move by rushing to Far East in case they left me. Hahaha. Veyr funny huh?! Thanks to that stupid Philipine woman who had put down the phone and puts in another thirty more cents. Wtf? Alah at least I get to know a very cute guy what. No lah this is not desperate liao.Hahaha.

We've been contacting each other every night though. Oh yeah, he's mix. He's chinese and malay. Like what I say, chinese guys are cute. Like this one! Hahah! Alah Iyllia, you got yourself a FOOTBALLER! I also got myself a footballer, lagik cute!! I sound like a freak. Damn. Okay, so I was texting Iyllia yesterday morning and on the phone with him. And guess what? He don't wanna contact me for the time being because he wants to let go of everything. I did said that I'm so over him. And I'm happy now. Whenever I told him stories about Shazi, that phone guy, haha. He would just kept quiet and pretend he heards nothing. Cause he says that he don't wanna listen to these things, it will just make him feel unhappy, I guess. I feel bad for it. But oh well, when you were telling me stories about her, do you know how I feel? Now then you know how I feel. And now whenever you're telling me stories about her, I feel nothing. I even said something to you. "If you can let go of it, be happy. If you can't, go for it. Go and chase for what you have always wanted." And you even thank me for that. I'm saying all this because you regard me a younger sister. And I can accept that:)

I'm treating just like a very close friend, a good cums a bad friend and a brother. Not more than that. And let me remind you something. I know by saying words would make a person think back of the past. And when I use to said things from the past, you would say you wouldn't wanna listen. And now, you wanna say something, let me tell you. I don't even wanna listen. I'm happy now with my life. I don't hold any more grudges against you anymore.

I have to attend school tomorrow since we're having an assignment and maybe soccer with the boys at school. I can't wait for soccer tomorrow. Kalau jadi. Oh yes, when I'm wearing jersey and shorts, I'm a boy to them. Really, tak bedek. Hahahah. Oh yeah, me and Iyllia will be going on a picnic date tomorrow. And willl overnight at East Coast. So call in celebrating his 18th with me. Hahaha. I wanna eat, shower and get myself ready. And may be tonight I'm meeting the phone guy. Kalau rajen uh. Hahahah!

Ciao homies.