The party at Powerhouse was fun, except for the fact that the rest of lovee's friends and my friends went in first leaving lovee, Mamat and myself outside. And we went in late. Okay, Tuesday I woke pretty early cause I turn in pretty early the day before, I guess. So, the mall with mummy and bought for Mamat a birthday cake, since I wanted to have a mini celebration just outside the club:) And I'm terribly sorry to Mamat and lovee sicne they went in pretty late, as they were waiting for me, but they don't mind, hee! But I did asked them to go in first okay! So waited for the last one to arrive, Lanny... and then party! So the mini celebration went pretty well. Firstly was I gave Mamat a paper bag with a present in it. And he was being really cute, "ape ni?", "birthday present kao.." I put a really big smile on my face, and the smile on his face was really cute! And the boys were like, "chey Mamat dpt present uh!" and member muker malu! Hahahah! And yes, he love the present and the first cake of all he had received in his life. Macam nak nanges siol aku, tahan gang pasal make up, heh! Drink a lil bit only! Since I was pretty busy that night. And yesterday was the first night, nak club then hujan, punyer lah sejok!

Saw Ganesh at TSK, chit chat and ya blah blah. Member dah jadi Supervisor seh! I miss working there! So party all the way and Kai was like talking to me non stop! Hahaha! And this friend of mine punyer girlfriend punyer lah tak puas hati. Dengar-dengar aku ajak matair kao pegi club per? Dier yang nak pegi! Aper sajer tah! Thanks alot to Deedee he had a long tal with that girl through the phone. And Nana asek asek ketawer! And Nana keep saying that lovee, like happy-go-luck-guy, always laugh here laugh there! So funny! Walk to 7eleven and they boys and girls had cup noodles while I only had a drink. Nak buat keje uh! So slacked and leaving the boys to take a bus ride home while I took a cab home. I was really tired from the walking here and there and more.

I can't wait for later's on party at Powerhouse! Will going with Nana, Nazrul, Jermaine&her boyfriend and meet their friends there! So will be meeting lovee and his friends there. And I really hope Mamat will love what I will give him later on! Really I hope. How I wish I was there to witness what he gets for his birthday present. Reebok Pump dok! Okay, I wanna eat! And the talk on the phone wih lovee yesterday was 'so funny'. Hahahaha! And someone just sucks alot, which is my lil sis. Argh!

And so what if I'm one? Do you have to be so nosey? If I am one, your used to be 'love ones' is definitely one of them too, FOR GOD SAKE!

So get it right, okay asshole? :)

Alysha: "hey linsih. pinjam ic uh. then join me. anyway baby, hope that youre fine. (:"

How I wish I could Zoukout with her! Damn!!

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I'll post about Prom Night soon and for tonight I'm so not sure whether I should head to Crown's or Clown or whatsoever lah. A new club located at Boat Quay. E Bar managment. Nazry just says that I should not go. Maybe St James this coming 25th? Hell yeah! I must must go!! It's like weeks or a month plus since I head down and enjoy myself in an amostphere that I extremely love! Hahaha! Or meet up with the friends cause they wanna go fishing. Hahahah! And I know someone wants to talk to me. But he just doesn't know when is the good time. Sigh! I'll wait aight? :)

I'm freaking tired after a ride, very long journey you know, slacking at Pasir Ris Pond with the boys. Since Ajan, his grandmum and his uncles were there fishing. I didn't had enough of you spending time with me. And you even say you do too. How I wish it was only the two of us.

Well Nazry, I really do miss you. I meet you up pretty soon when I'm really free!! So sorry! I've been busy with this other group of friends. I miss Fnvl Legacy :(

Wednesday
Supposingly I have to accompany mummy to Raffles for some event. Since I woke up pretty late around Maghrib. Ending up lil sis accompanied mummy. I have myself ready and off to Fernvale. Since the girls were there, except for Mira. I miss her so much. I reached pretty late so ya, slack for a little while, laugh here and there. And then I approached Deedee while he was alone at the vending machine. We had our private talk together. He's been asking me the same question what Nazry and Ajan had asked me weeks back. So I answered him honestly. I just can't lie to him. He's the only one I could talk too, when I want to reveal everything and I mean, everything. I know there's Farhan, Zura, Leha, Mira, Zamir, Afiq and more. But if it's not for Deedee, I won't even know who they are. He told me every single thing so did I. I told him every thing that not even Nazry or anyone knows about it. And it hurts me seeing my very own bestfriend cries infront of me, really. I teared because of his words that he had put in for me. I teared because he wants to be there for me, but I just changed. I teared when Nazry told me that even when I say that they turn into someone else, he has always loved me and care for me. And I'm just the first friend to see him cry. It hurts me alot :'( And the part where he told me about Nazry's 'friend' was really disgusting and sick! What an ass! -___-"

L: "Ily both real much."
D: ".....love u too darlink. .take care k. ........."

The plan after Sengkang was fishing with Nazrul, Du, Bob, Tyson and more. But I passed on, since I know someone won't like it. On the phone with Nazry for a while then I head off to bed. I was really sleepy at that point of time.

Thursday
I woke real early today, eight in the morning. Ironed Saiful's wear and get ready the blazer's that the boys will be wearing later on. And I need ideas of how to have their hair and make ups done. Chatted with Lienna and abang. Then send out soem resumes and blogskins and music and friendster and msn and msn. Heh! I need to clean up my room later on since the girls will be getting ready at my crib. And the boys too. I won't be having any date for tonight's event. Heck care, I don't even need one. And now, I'm waiting for dad to reach home and have breakfast!!

oh btw the avatar there is Victoria Beckham, hotstuff!
So will update more on later's Prom Night!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Sentosa cancelled. And the funny part was that, farhan got his stuff ready last last tak jadi. Hahahah!

And Saiful ring me up, while I was sleeping. Punyer lah sedap, until someone has to always ruin my sleep, heh! Well, supposingly yesterday was our outing to Sentosa but it was cancelled and Hakim gave us a treat to Seoul Garden for all of us. We took out only five bux for splendid/delicious/full/fantastic dinner, hahaha! I still remember saying, early this year someone treated the class to Seould Garden for my birthday and Warda cooked meat for me, and so she did the same yesterday, haha! Thanks alot. So we had such a wonderful dinner and we slacked for a little while. While the girls seperated, the boys and myself head down to my crib for something, that has to do something with our prom night which is TOMORROW a dn them trying on blazer(s)! I seriously can't wait for it.

And tomorrow plan was to prom night and then to Attica, since Attica was having an event tapi punyer lah siang nak mampos habes, tak payah sudah! Since Wan's birthday falls on the 22nd and why not we celebrate it at Attica. So maybe tomorrow's plan to have our night drinking away :))))

Slack with the boys. On the phone with Nazry. And I know Nazry was a little bit furious about me not picking up his calls, since he left me 83 missed calls on my phone! We talked about something, but we didn't argue about anything. And the part where he told me about Deedee, sad to say is that I broke down and cry quietly, and he could listen to it, that I am crying. Heh! And talked about us, he asked such questions and yeah me too. I keep on listening what he have to say about us, his friends, our friends and all. We were really open actually. Not really open about that kind of talk lah. And I've just put down the phone. I really miss my bestfriends alot. I miss Deedee, I miss Wanie so muchhhhh!!

And the two of them(Nazry&Dee) have been saying that I'm changing. Yeah, maybe I'm changing, it's just that I didn't noticed it. Since I have been saying that they're the ones who have changed. Well everybody is changing lah k. Hee!

And now, I'm here writing down my post early in the morning. Time check, it's only 8.35 in the morning. And I'm waiting for my dad to reach home and have breakfast with him. Heh! And I need to wake up real early today, cause I'm meeting Hakim at Causeway around 1.30 in the afternoon since he needs my accompany in searching for his prom night, which is his shoes. And follow mummy to Raffles City or somehwere since mummy wants me to help out skit at her don't know what event lah. At least dapat $$!!! Hohoho! Actually today's plan was to head down Fernvale since Nazry wants me to head down there and I miss my friends there!! So namind lah, make it tomorrow or Friday k babe?

Dengar lagu R&B ngan hiphop, gian siol nak jejak club.
Dengar lagu tecktonic buat nak gerak tangan ajek!
Dnegar lagu hardstyle macam nak tarok base dekat Powerhouse dekat telinger, lgik kuat gitu.
Dengar lagu techno macam nak buat bende laen, heh!

And I definitely can't wait for St James baybeh! Harap2 details cepat lah kluar!! Argh!! Must must go one tao ni!! And Nazry confirm pegi punyer!! Abg, I want to ride in your car also seh!! :(( Not only that biatch!! I'm your adek seh, say want to ride me!!

And maybe tomorrow's shall be prom night, spending the night away with firends drinking or maybe, prom night and rush to Clark Quay and meet up with Nazry all. Since MAYBE he will be going to Attica! Damn you!!!

I will definitely give you time, it's been six months plus I get to know you. And I know for us to start a relationship together, it might be rocky. Well it takes me one year to let go of everything. I know how it feels.

"I nk jadi mataer u sey!"

"Tpi i tahu kte akan jdi mataer.."

I really hope all this will end pretty soon.
Will update more, muackzzz.

"Ok..i syg u..u tau kn..dalah..lupekn je uh......bb.."

Most of it in second language.

Some things can't be posted, I'm so sorry. I really do wanna post, TAKOT NANTI ADER ORANG MENGAMOK UH, tak payah sudah. Nanti tak pasal-pasal, KECOH! Heh! Whatever it is, kao buat salah, aku pun buat salah. Kao buat taik, aku pun buat taik. Samer-samer per. Hahahaha, tk btol? Kalau kao boleh fikir aper kao buat tu btol, aku pun boleh fikir aper aku buat tu pun btol. Ader banyak lagik menunggu lah siol. Penat cakap penat, aku ader banyak lagik tangkes. Kalau maser dah sampaikan, baru aku bilang kao aper yang tak sepatutnyer kao tahu. Tengok uh saper lagik sial. :)

And.. kalau korang tak suker budak **** tu korang peh pasal uh ehk. Nak potong ker nak tu ker nak ni ker, korang peh pasal uh. Korang fikir aku heran per? Tapi stop it sia, nak cakap pasal aku campor atao kacau aku dengan budak ****, konek tahu tak, konek?

This few days we're not on good terms. Well, I don't mind. Aku dah malas nak gadoh2 ni sumer. Sooo penat. Well I PREFER being outside with my friends rather than sticking at home with him on the phone being a nag. How I wish I could just enjoy the air outside since I promised someone SOEMTHING! Which dier tak percayer aku langsung pun, aduh shusha! -______-

".....Love u real much.."

Hmmmm, yaaaaaaaa. Whatever dumbass! That's what you call me bitch.

I can't wait for sentosa and prom night. Wan Farhan and Afiq's birthday coming soon, you know.

And I can't wait to meet Nazry! Lol! Sometimes it feels like giving him a tight slap on his face and sometimes it feels like giving him hugs and kisses. But well, sometimes it feels like giving him a knife and let him stab me in the heart. Oh wait, don't let me stab you in the heart aite babe? Hahaha. I need food. It's been days since I've last eat. Dan muker aku maken chengkung. Kalau bacer, confirm Naz, Ajan fikir laen. Confirm punyer.

I'm still wide awake and I don't know why. I end my call with Nazry just now. It was a nice talk with him. And I've pierced my tongue for the second time. Thanks alot :))

Towning later on with Farhan, Zura, Zamir, Nazry and the girls maybe.

I'm not scared of snakes(action tak takot jek, padehal padehal)!! You're the one who is scared of snakes, frogs, lorry balak kalau nak dekat langgar and more! Not only eight tao! HEEEEE! :D

Tuesday head down town. Met up with Leha and her cousin. And the Zura and Deedee. I was not really on good terms with Deedee at that point of time. Because of some reason. Which sucks alot. What to do. But for now, we okay okay only lah! Fernvale with the rest while Zura made her own way to somewhere. I had fun with them, okay lah. Since I don't have the mood after meeting someone which is Deedee, but then it was okay. So that night lovee met up with me only for a little while. Which is now, I'm so badly missing him. Since he's at the chalet with with his friends. I'll meet you up soon k babe? And I'm not sure after his and his friends 'chalet', I'm gonna feel restless like before. Fcuk, I hate that feeling. Really! And I know lovee misses me badly, LOL!

Wednesday was a stay at home. Then Saiful ring me up on the phone and we chatted. And he kept complaining that he was really bored. And then he kept asking me for ciggerattes. So he ride to my block with his bicycle and ride back to Woodlands Circle and met up with Poh Seng. Slack and taiti with the boys and off to Nurul's crib. And don't talk about the taiti game. Someone will eventually get jealous of it, haha! Well, I enjoyed my night with the mates.

Whatever it is, I can't wait for prom night. To dearest Warda, I'm so sorry I'm extending it. Soon okay babe? Because of her, I have my chance of attending prom night!

And I have a date for my prom! My dearest buddy, Teo Poh Seng! Handsome handsome, hot hot heat banget deh!

10th Novermber.
5 in the morning
I just had my shower after a room makeover.
Monday Bluesss!
I don't have a Monday blues currently, haha!

Wednesday

Full of shits, I tell you! Seriously! It feels like I just wanna get away from him, that's all! You both wanna say that you guys are tired of my nonsense? Aku lagik penat dengan korang punyer keje bodoh nak mampos lah ehk! Korang buat keje bodoh tu pun, aku ader tak sampai nak marah marah korang macam sial? Tkder sial, tkder.
I don't wanna say tu keje bodoh, cause I know what I've done, so ya. Memang keje bodoh, macam maner korang raser, macam gitu lah aku raser dulu. Taik! Sampaikan orang menangis pasal aku, sampaikan orang marah giler babi dekat aku, sampaikan aku terpakser layankan korang peh bebual. I don't even know who to turn too, except for Mamat. He's the only person I could turn to. I can't even turn to Ajan, Naz, Farhan, Mira, Leha, Deedee, Zura or anyone else, except him. He's been with me all along from night till morning till afternoon. I just wanna thank Mamat alot for all the listening ear, the advices, the stories that you told me all. I appreciate it all!
And I didn't expect Deedee to said such things to me. Whatever it is, we're through. Expect the unexpected, afterall. And ater all those shits happen, the boys and myself head off to Leha's crib and thanks alot sweets:)


Thursday

IyLLiA-NaZrY
Posted 11/6/2008 11:34 am
i'll hold on to u even if i'm hurt....
don do it again k....

and his shout out, a really sweet one too.

"I'll keep holdin on 2 u,love.."

"& I won't let go of it."

It was super sweet of him. And baby, it hurts me alot seeing you crying. I've made such a really huge sacrifices and a promise. And as you can see, each time there's 'invitation' I would always turn them down. Oh well, I can't do anything right?

And so, I head off to lovee's crib and had a little moment with him. The talk was great, how I really wish the talk could be every single day. And back to Leha's crib and took a nap and slack. I took a cab ride home, since I was really really exhausted from don't know what, haha! And the day after....

Friday

A picnic date with lovee. It was such a wonderful date, really. Lovee actually made my day. Actually, my plan for the date was to head down town and search for my dress, for my upcoming prom, then a midnight movie and supper and head off home. But lovee decline. He wants to spend the night away with me at the beach. He meets me up at Admiralty at the bus stop infront of my block and bus ride to Tampines. And off to East Coast. Ate dinner at Pastamania and jalan to Ecp. And bought ourselves a bottle of Absolut Raspeberry which cost nearly fifty-two bux. Damn! What I really wanted was only two cans of Amsterdam. He sets up the tent, while I keep on taking puffs, texting my friends and forgets that he needs a helping hand, lol! We spend...Okay he spend the night drinking while I only drank a little, since I don't like drinking that much now. If lovee happens to read what I wrote just now, cnfem dier fkir laen pyr. And so we played 21kinckers, punyer lah kekek, and mcm taik kao tahu tak taik? Uh sial, mcm sial! Bukan game, orang dier! We chat, we played games, we drink, and keep on doing something fun! And eventually the sunrise was a little bit different. The videos taken in the tent was fucking hilarious! That's why I keep on saying that the date was extremely great! Hahahah! Packed up and cab ride to Fernvale and slack while lovee head off home slightly earlier and then cabbed ride home. Exhausted!
Okay, I have tan legs, tan body. And my face getting darker, haha! Anak keling! No no! Latin latin gitu la! LOL!

a die die must watch video! hahaha!








Sunday

"Mepek!i sntiase ingat u la.."

"Oke wifey!hahahx! Mwahx!"

Lovee had plans with his friends to his friends pit celebrating someone's birthday, so yeah. And I had plans with mummy. To IKEA, and shop for our stuff, I mean for mine and lil sis room. We bought alot of stuff and I was the only one carrying it most of the time, saket tao badan ku! And after shop, mummy wanted to head down Simpang Bedok for dinner, tapi leceh ngan barang2, so we head off to Causeway Point and bought a can filled with pink paint. A cute colour though, but I don't like pink, since the stiff for our room was pink and green. In my head was red and black! Red is a must, tapi tak kesampaian!