School, nothing. Well, basically I didn't even went to school at all. I can't remember what I've been doing. So.. Friday head off Bugis with lovee, Ajan & Shee lar. With was okay ah, boleh ah. I spend my Saturday with mummy and lil sis first. Down to mummy's work place and did some work. The kids were really really cute in their traditional clothes. Fline, this anak mak saleh punyer lah cute pakai baju kurung and of course the rest too, yes. And I head off home early. I, wanted to head down Bukit Batok CC, as Deedee was performing that day. Which I called lovee up which he did not picked up and reply to my text messages. Cause the day before Ajan, Wan, Zamir, Mok, Mira and An was heading down to the Singapore Flyer cause An was going to race. And lovee did say he will be tagging along. Aku kol, message macam nak rak, kao tahu tak? Well, it's okay. So get myself ready and met Ajan and the rest at town. Window shop here and there. And and... something happened yesterday. Audition sucks alot! Skip that part, seriously! But thanks to the love ones Zamir, An, Wan, Ajan, Mira, and Mok. And yeah I bought lovee Mrs. Field and he love it. So, welcome:) Met lovee at Cineleisure and off to Heeren. I'm fucking in lovee with this high waisted shorts at Flesh Imp and gladiator baybeh! Must get it! Okay, I spend the night at Fernvale with the boys. Fun:) Pictures with Ajan, up soon.


bye.

the movie watched at Ajan's crib, Pulau Hantu was okay ah boleh ah and 40 hari kembalinya pocong was really scary & hilarious ah! Their reaction, I meant. LOL!!! And yesterday Blackjack21 was fun. They bet but yet I did won some of my stake, woohoo! Oh well, saper yang burhutang tu mamanceh ah! Huahuahua!

Currently I'm chatting with Damien Wang, si Didi Wano. Budak budak Toa Payoh Bloom, haha! I miss hanging out with him. And the St Gabriel boys, LOL!

Oral sucks. The part which I didn't answer most question much. Forget about it, I'll fail for sure. I got nothing to post actually. I'm bored! Well, I'm suppose to head down to Eastpoint later on with Nazry to take back my phone. And yeah, I need to wait for mummy to reach home so I could get cash from her and Nazry to wake up! Cakap jek nak turon skolah lamer, padehal besarkan taik mater pat rumah. Well, they went to Malaysia in the early morning. Like I say, I really got nothing to post about. Actually there is something, just minor one. But.. I'm not sure whether is it the truth or not lah. Somehow I guess my intuition yesterday what I told Mira was right, I think this girl did blah blah blah. Like I say, I can't type it out here. I think they both sucks, alot. That's all I can say =D I'm not the bad person here, it's you guys! Freaks! And please lah ehk, I'm not so stupid like you guys. Korang fikir korang pandai sangat ker? Nak lari kan diri dari bende bodoh ni sumer? Tak senang lah:) And ya, if you think it's really really okay lah kan to go on like this, I also can do the same to you lah. About yesterday? The part where I told you, how I wish you were N***b and you were really angry and hurtful. Hahaha, now then you know what 'hurt' is. Ingatkan tak tahu.

PUKIMAK KORANG! BODOH PUNYER BUDAK! MATI TAKNAK!

The chalet was okay to me, but to the rest it was awesome. Ya, nak katerkan chalet, memang lah chalet. Nak katerkan macam club, memang pun macam club. And yeah, the lighthing, the drinks and of course the party animals, haha. The most thing they love about was the music, lights and drinks. Some were really drunk, extremely drunk. I wasn't drunk, but I was having such a terrible headache that night, pening giler sak. They were drinking away happily while I was having such a hard times with my headache. I did not even want to drink as I did told myself to stop drinking but it was really really tempting sia, waduhhh! But I did had fun lah, okay ah boleh ah! Bus ride home, and the part where I was laughing out loud, was the part where Ajan was making stupid lame jokes on others. As what I told lovee that,.. "Ajan kan slalu kene kacau ngan kiter, dah tkder org nak kacau, dier kacau org luar, hahahaha!" It was reallly hilarious. And bus ride to Fernvale was free, haha. Only they know it why. I was damn shagged and busted and I slept like a log, while lovee was not having such a good sleep. Senang kater lah kan, when he wanted to sleep I would disturbed him non stop. When I wanted to sleep, he did try his best to disturb me, but I do get my beauty sleep after all, haha. And when I do not get such a good sleep, he did not even had such a good sleep too. And when I sleep, I do had such a good sleep while he did not, haha. Aku tahu korang tak faham and aku pun tengah merepek, so forget it haha. I'm really bored though..

Well, I didn't attend school for two straight days now. I wanted to head down school today, but I overslept and it sucks. Teacher did ring my dad up. And I met Dee and his girlfriend at Admiralty. Talked and talked, about what? Hmm, ader lah bende bende yang tak patut ditulis disini, chey! Hahaha! And I asked lovee to head down Admiralty today so we could have dinner as he had cancelled his plan with his ex girlfriend, but he couldn't as Zamir passed something to him late. So Deedee accompanied me all the way talked about lovee and Faezah, his girlfriend. I had such a good time spending with him, after days and days of not meeting him! I miss him so much! Thanks to mummy for the dinner treat and all.

"Beb, you listen to my advised. You listen here. Since kao dah settle ni dengan Iyllia just forget about the past ok? If you want to last long with him, just jangan unkit pasal the past."

I love every single one of them. They cheered me up, they gave me shoulders to cry on, they gave me such useful advised and they even said that they don't even want lovee and me to go separate ways. Thanks to Mira, the one who is with me when I wanted someone to hear my stories, An, Wan, Zamir and more. Even Zura and Leha. Even when lovee is not happy with Zura,she does comfort me in any way. The part where I cried infront of Wan.

"Aku dah anggap kao macam adik aku sak."
"Aku anggap korang sumer macam abang abang aku sak. Sedangkan aku baru kenal korang baru sebulan lebih." (and tears roll down the cheek.)

Waduhh..Hahaha..
I need to go!

And..

And to her chalet later on with lovee, Zura & Leha.

Well baby, you know what we talk about. And I can see the love, the commitment and of course the trust. Yo leave me wanting more of it. And I tell you this, please forget about it. Cause it may make things worse. She's your friend and she's a friend of mine too. So lets bygone be bygone. Somehow he won't read this post of mine like today or what but he will surely came to it and read it, one day. Hahaha. And I'm so touched by his words yesterday. Those sweet words that came out from his mouth. And I even remembered something about what this girl say, if he turns to you one day and blah blah blah. And of course not to forget I know most of his friends don't like me, so do you think I care? I need shower and get myself ready, so..



will update more:)))

"Asl biler I panggil si ****** pukimak, you ckp ngan I tkmo panggil dier pukimak?"
"Cause I can see that she's a really nice girl."

I can't say anything ah about her, seriously. And.. someone is really not FUCKING happy with me ah! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! There's a stupid hate tagger tagging about me in her blog. Macam bodoh sak. Jangan tag tag, nak jumper bebual, kalau tak happy. Bodoh punyer budak.

-the stupid hate tagger who tag about me -_-"

"eh pegi mampos samer ni linsih.she's fucking about you in her blog. and you shud noe she's dumb. iyllia still loves you only that he needs a break from a commitment. thats why you guys broke up and that stupid LINSIH came into picture. to hell with her alright. she's a dumb girl to not see all this. you should see who'll get the last CRY. "

-linsih, to who you know who you are, asshole.
"Pegi mampos ngan aku? Hahaha, kao pun pegi mampos ah SIAL! I'm dumb huh? Aku raser kao cakap dekat salah orang tao. Senang kater lah kan, if he fucking needs a break from commitment with her, he would not even asked me to be his girlfriend and talking to me about commitment ,macam bodoh kan. Biler kao tulis kao tak tahu nak fikir ehk? Bodoh sesangat sak, otak kat jubo ehk? Kao nak cakap aku bodoh? Salah orang sak gang. Koa belom tahu ceriter jangan banyak bebual ah lahabau! And bitch, to hell to you too. It doesn't even concern you, fuck. Ya, we shall just see who get the last cry"

And Roddy post...

"And to dearest sweetie, yes dear u gave me a big shock just now, but I am glad that I can be of help to you. Don’t worry I am always here for you to share secrets, for you to confide in and I will try my best to help you ok

But to tell the truth, I am very touched!

First the note, sweet kan u put it somewhere near to u and I hope that it gives u motivation ok

Second is thank u for making me feel part of the family, trust me I love u like my real sister ok. Even the mommy makes me feel im so part of the family, terharu babe. Adikkk ada satu scene kat dapur tadi I nearly cry u know, u shld know lah kan when! Seriously!

We are big happy family hehe

And I hope that whatever I told u, do make sense to you and I hope that at least u will give a thought about it and try your best to change for the better. And remember whatever I told you ok. I trust you! *pinkie promise hehe*

Whatever it is I am touched and I love you, care and worry about u too =D"

I miss love, so much.