Monday, February 25, 2008 2/25/2008 03:47:00 pm
im ready.


Saturday

Suppose to meet up with Alif around six at Orchard, but I was late and he was really pissed off. Yes, he was really pissed, I don't mind, cause I still know that he was still angry at me about the fucking incident. Anyway met Alif at Somerset walked all the way to Paragon, since I wanted to check out some KEDS shoes and prices. Oh yeah, I was walking with Alif, and there's a guy who waved at me I was really blur, haha. It was actually Wan, Risman's bro. Maybe will be hanging out with him, if I'm free. Met up with the cousin at Wisma Topman, since he wanted to treat me to something, haha. Walked alone to Plaza Singapura. Met up with Alif and the rest at Starbucks. Had dinner, and slack just infront of PS. And yeah, what a coincidence that Nurul, Wanie, Fuad and the rest were at town. Anyway I bought myself a Mary Jane pumps with ankle straps form Topshop for $43, how nice of him is that. =)

Sunday

Movie treat from Azzam. Met up with Iqmal at Bishan last cab and Azzam and Nurul at Somerset last cab. They wanted to watch it at Cineleisure, Lido will do. Train back to Orchard. We catched The Eye, the english version. -___-" Had dinner at Far East and slack infront of Shaw House. Iqmal had to go back early since he starts work in the morning and Nurul meeting her cousins up. Train to City Hall with Azzam and met up with lizard at Suntec Topman. Had Bacardi Breezer, three bottles (haha thanks azzam.) And back alone to Admiralty and met up with Nurul and her cousins. Conversation between Nurul and Apez was really hilarious. HAHA!

To Alif,

"Baby, I really don't wanna fight with you anymore, it's no use. I miss the old times we had together. It seems like there's no more. How I wish one day we could get back together like how we use to be. And I really miss the old you and me."
And people, I'm really really in love and I'm ready to be in a relatioship. I swear.


HAHA, sorry for taking your picture, I liked it so much, you guys are adorable.

anyway,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MY HOT TWINS, AYEEN AND CHIKIN. =)

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Friday, February 22, 2008 2/22/2008 01:31:00 pm
i'm a hot chick for that night.


Sunday

To town at night with Wanie and Nurul. Had dinner at Cahaya. Met up with Iqmal, Azzam and one of their chinese friend, he's cute haha. Starbucks with them.

Monday to Friday

Had this stupid common test thingy going on. Already end. Science was horrible for me. I did not attend school on Wednesday and Thursday, but I did turn up for the test which was held after school hours.
And now, I'm really really tired for reaching home two plus in the morning, after meeting Nurul, Wan and all and had Vodka with them all along. I was a lil bit draggie, -_-" Talked on the phone with Alif till four plus and music on me till six five plus. And I only slept for five minutes? Or maybe less. And I need to meet up with Alif and he's sending me off to work. Tuesday till Thursday was all the way at Alley Bar, alone! The rest was told to be at floor. Okay as usual, Alley Bar, Movida, Alley Bar, Movida.. I really need a break from doing this bar things. I suck at it, HAHA!

To Yusman, I'm waiting for you, my bestest guy friend ever! Haha! NEXT WEEK YAW!

Anyway thanks Rodney for the info's. ;)
ROMP III, I'm coming baybeh!

To someone,
"I was foolish for not thinking. I did it once and I did it twice. I gave up, I really do. I can't keep hurting you on and on and you keeping it to yourself. I was stupid and I even ruined your day. I'm such an ass and the worst bitch ever you have met, I guess. I guess I'm still used to the playgirl kind of lifestyle. But like I say, I'm always ready for a relationship. And I would even sacrifice to change myself and the sake of our love and relationship, I promise."

And Alif, I really love you so much. =)

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Sunday, February 17, 2008 2/17/2008 05:15:00 pm
wonderful people, wonderful nights.

Friday

Suppose to start at eight but I was meeting Saiful and so Nancy was so kind to put me in the schedule at ten. Met up with Saiful for a little while. Friday night was awesome, eventhough it was only working. I had loads and loads of fun. I enjoyed that night the most ever in my working days at TSK. Hahaha, finally. Okay, all the way I had to entertain this bunch of drunken people, they were hilarious, seriously. And another two guys, which me and Carin think that they are gays. Hurhur. And yeah, same goes to Adam after I had to entertain those people, its his turn.

Saturday

Which was yesterday. Wanted to come down to City Hall for the Chingay thing, since the rest are busy I better watched it at home, LIVE some more. Anyway suppose to head down esplanade with Nurul, Wan and Nana but I rather coming down alone, haha. Yusman was really kind hearted to gave me a ride to esplanade and gave me cash some more. But no matter what I'll promise to treat him, =) . Reached around one thirty and Alif and his friends reached around three plus. Oh yes, I met loads of new friends. Such a nice bunch of people. We'll be hanging out soon! Haha. Oh to the nice bunch of people, thanks for the Tiger Beer and the ciggies. =) Took the first train home with the rest and walked home, with Alif so call 'enemy', haha. Just a little walk. Anyway I need to get myself ready, I'm going town with Nurul later on.

Like I always always say that, I miss Alif so much.
=)


ADIOUS!



Thursday, February 14, 2008 2/14/2008 12:20:00 am
kill the germs.



Tuesday

Went to polyclinic in the afternoon with Wanie , as she was sick too. Supposingly Nurul wanted to come down but she's too weak, oh well. Anyway met up with Wanie head off to Marsiling, the disgusting place ever, no offence. Hahaha oh yeah, reached there around two plus ending up till three plus. All this huge group of people sitting on one station and another station.
To Causeway for a little while, bought our Munchies and drinks. Head up to the usual hang out teens place, the multi storey carpark and sat there for a little while. That evening I was suppose to attend work, but I did told the manager that I've gotten myself a medical certificate. She was fine with it.
Met up with mummy at Woodlands Mart. Oh yeah, only thirty two bux. Met up with Alif at Admiralty station and off to town. Had dinner at Lucky Plaza and around Far East to search for that stupid 'woodwood' shop. Nabei. I had a hard time finding that shop with Alif. And Alif was really really noisy, extremely noisy. Around Wisma Topshop and I bought a girls boxer and a G, its really cute okay with a ribbon at the back. Both in torquise, HA! HA! Thanks to Alif, for choosing my G, hurhur. And met up with his friends.

Wednesday

I had my worst at school yesterday. I was nearly late and nearly get a detention for coming to school late. Who likes detention? And worst still I was down with fever and flu. Only a day mc. Oh yeah to be exact I was sick for three fucking days. I have to struggle it in school by making myself awake since the teacher is teaching and EOA it was really cold in the lab and I didn't even bring my sweater. As some asshole told me that it's gonna be theory on Wednesday. I soon fell asleep after I layed on my bed. Nana called me but I didn't picked up so did Awi(what a name!). There's work today but I was sick! Really.

Anyway happy valentines to all. I won't be celebrating one as I got work and he got his chingay practice. But whatever it is, to me(my own) valentines is everyday.

and btw,


Happy 16th Birthday to dearest Nurul.

=)


Like I always say, I miss Alif real real much.



Tuesday, February 12, 2008 2/12/2008 03:26:00 am
burn those fats off!

I need to cut down my food junks.
I need to cut down drinking soft drinks.
And most of all I need to cut down on Starbucks.
And of course, chocolates!
Thanks alot to Alif, for buying me chocolates and making me fatter.
Thanks ehk Alif, (i was being sarcastic, btw!) haha.

I need to train.
I need to go the gym.
I need to get my abs back.
I need to do loads of running and crunches.
And most of all, train lah, haha.

Well, I'm sick so I did not attend school. And ya, someone was really frustrated cause I always not been attending school regularly. Care and concern, hee. I should have attend school, as most of my coursework has not been done and I need to do alot of catch up on Maths and courseworks. Oh well, I need to shop! I'm getting KEDS Footwear soon! I want it in red or green, haha as soon as I've gotten my pay. It's like at the end of each month. -__-" Oh yes, someone is in love with the Nike Valentine SS Tee AND YOU KNOW WHAT, he's been asking me when he could get it. Like hello! Hahaha, I'm just kidding, baby. It's three in the morning, I need to smoke and head off to bed.

and I miss my gayboy real much, its been like days since ive met him.
booohhhooo.

Tc lovelies.



Sunday, February 10, 2008 2/10/2008 10:44:00 pm
look on the brighter side, you people.

Long lost brother, HAHA

East Coast yesterday with family and cousins and a few of Rafie's friends. Celebrating my so call 'third' celebration, haha. Was okay, except that my tempting cookies and cream cake was melting, hurhur. Bus and train ride home. Ah Heng did texted me up, to head down to pub since he's going with his friends. And Azzam, to Power. Oh ya, I've reached home nearly midnight after hanging out with Nick and Syafiee. And Nick borrowed my Creative. Will be meeting him later on to get it back.
So Nurul's 'friend', Wan, was treating us. So I had my bbq twisties and my bacardi breezer,(orange, k) and glen vodka. Enjoying the night just the three of us. And was I not quite addicted to Wan's Need for Speed on his psp. And Adi did text me up! Haha, thanks ehk! We go out soon, real soon! =D Anyway reached home, computer and bed.
On the phone with Alif, soon I woke up from my beauty sleep =X slept for another half and hour and I was working at McDonalds just now. Was such a bore. One of the indonesian crew is really cute, I'm his runner. Suppose to end work at ten, but I thought of going out to have dinner with 'someone', but that 'someone' was too busy preparing for his chingay, namind I'm used to it!
Met up with Nurul and Hid. Oh yeah, we saw Fadhly on the way to buy something. I sat with him as the girls went to buy something. Talks and laughters. "Jangan minum, jangan makan babi, cut down your smoking!" Thats what Fadhly has been saying on and on and on. Aiyo.
Dinner with mummy and lil sis.

Anyway I'm going out real soon to meet Nick! Hahahahahaha.
adious.

Like Alif say, I should cut down on my starbucks as I'm going fatter.



Friday, February 08, 2008 2/08/2008 02:49:00 am
i need your trust.

Did not attend school on Tuesday and Wednesday since holidays is coming only for four days. Work was okay, except for yesterday it was such a bore. Wednesday headed down St James and met up with the rest, Azahar, Hafiz, Adam, Nancy and all. Thanks to Eugene for the Hangbao(i think thats how it is spelled) and to Micheal for the Hangbao too, alot of cash in it. Hurhur. Oh well, my classmate will be working with me from now on, Nurul. Met up with Alif exactly infront of St James. He headed down to Choa Chu Kang, for don't know what. I didn't bother to asked! With his friend. Had supper with Nurul as we were starving. And I pity James alot! He was busy doing the hotdogs at Extension and we were like rushing him, haha. And it has been such a long time since I've met Seven(the bouncer, hurhur). I'm kinda missing his lame jokes and his late night talks about clubs and shits and the morning ride home, haha! Anyhoos, work ends at eleven tomorow. Suprising! Alif gonna send me off to work, like again and will be meeting him up excatly infront of St James again!







To someone(you should know who you are),
"Nowadays, I don't see myself spending time with you. You seem so busy that I didn't even bother to ask."











I don't want to loose you eventhough how much I've hurt you. I wasn't thinking, at that point of time, really. I was enjoying myself. I'm sorry again.
=S

OH, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO all.



Wednesday, February 06, 2008 2/06/2008 01:55:00 am
its my own fucking mistake, im sorry.

Every single thing is getting shity, and I don't like it. If I was too think what I could do and could NOT do, I wouldn't be in this mess. You could hate me if you want, I don't mind, really. If you think that everythings gonna be alright than thats fine with me. But whats the point of keeping it to yourself and not telling me whats inside. I know you do love me much, but somehow you should let it out. Don't just keep it to yourself and at last you suffer. I love you as much as you love me. I'm guilty of my own fucking mistakes. I know I'm such a bitch. You made me forced you but STILL, you keeping it to yourself not saying out a single word. You always says that just forget about everything. I can, but could you? Please, don't ever keep it to yourself, I don't like it. Like I always irritate you and you don't like it. You did not talk to me much yesterday. I miss all those laughs, jokes and the part where we irritates each other. I did not get that any, yesterday. I've hurt you, I've made you dissapointed and I've made you upset. But whatever it is, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not thinking. I'm sorry for playing a fool. I'm sorry for messing around with your feelings. I'm really really sorry.

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2/06/2008 01:26:00 am
Thanks for the night.




School on Monday was alright for me. Met up with Wanie and Nurul around three headed off Causeway. Met up with Paii and Yus. Thanks alot to Paii for spending the night with me, as I was so bored to death! Haha. Did not attend school yesterday as I don't have the mood, seriously. And I don't know why. Work was bored. Like I say the whole new concept sucks, alot!
btw,
happy 16th birthday to Hid.
=)



Sunday, February 03, 2008 2/03/2008 01:09:00 pm
you should know it well, Mister!

Friday

I did not attend school as I was too too tired. Works starts five and end at six in the morning. Okay, the whole new concept sucks alot, totally. We had too much to talk about with the customers, too much to put around and of course to much to key in. But the food is really tempting, haha. Met up with Alif at Dhoby Ghaut Station with his friend. They were enjoying the night out.
-____________________________-"
I'm like suppose to be enjoying here, hello! Legs and my body is aching real bad. I could barely move around real much.

Saturday

Blah blah blah... Went out with mummy and lil sister to town to have our dinner and to Wisma in search for my hoodies. Train and around Bugis. Met up with my bro's girlfriend at Marina since she wanna passed me something. Met up with Alif at Kallang Station after his Chingay practice.

Oh yeah, I bought my anchor hoodie for $43 from Forever and mummy bought me a vintage bag for $17 and Miss Roddy gave me a beautiful Love necklace and a pair of earings from Diva.
Oh well thats it.




"Oh yeah Alif, aku bukan bubble okayy!"