Firstly first, Happy Birthday to Nazry's mum:)
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Those TYPE of people are human beings to lah ehk. Suker hati diorang lah, susah hati sangat kenaper? Mepek sak! -____- And don't judge:)

Hari Raya Haji was okay lah since I was ill. I was having backaching and high fever. So spend our time at Nenek's crib and blah blah blah. Then we had dinner at Siam Kitchen then to Swensen. Punyer lah giler makcik aku ni ngan mummy mummy aku skali giler! Oh, mummy says MAYBE she's paying half the price for our chalet or MAYBE full price. And in that case we only pay for our junk foods. So maybe Aloha Changi or Loyang uh. But whatever it is I prefer Changi, heh! I still remember the time I had fun with Yanti's friends. It was really awesome! I miss those times like alot! And I miss Fernvale chalet like alot too!

I had nothing to do with anyone's friends. Secondly, I simply got no time for that. And I already have my OWN friends :) :) :) :) And lovee says whether I would wanna tag along to his friend chalet, but then fikir fikir balek, tak payah sudah. Cause I know someone won't like it and I know they won't have any privacy nanti, hahaha! I told lovee that I won't be letting him to go to his friend chalet, because of some reason(s). I'm really bad ehk. And one more thing. Jangan cakap asek-asek nak dengar cakap aku jek. Aku pon dah penat lah asek nak ikotkan kater kao jek!

So lovee(i dont know why the heck i'm still calling him 'lovee'), won't say anything, won't answer to my questions that I've given him. Which I think, however hard it is to get an answer from him, he knows that I would have wild imaginations about this stuff. Jangan nak cakap asl boleh lempar taik ke paper lah ehk k sayang? I know you did wrong behind my back, so admit it. Susah sangat ker? Paleng2 pon kalau kao cakap yang btol, at least aku tahu per. Bukannyer aku tak tahu. Daripader aku dapat tahu sendiri lagik macam sial kan nanti. Bodo la u ni! Hahaha! And don't say she's not saying the truth. If she's not saying the truth, asal mesti dier tulis gitu macam? Asl mesti dier cakap pasal kao? Asl mesti dier cakap itu ini pasal kao? Tak terfiker ker? I thought my very own boyfriend was an intelligent guy, but I'm wrong. He's such an asshole. I feel slightly hurt(because it's you who i am in love with!) when I write something crucial about you, but I just can't seem to stop talking about how you make me hurt and more.

You kept asking me why? Why and why? Am I like this? You should ask yourself WHY the heck am I like this bitch. You know all the fucking answer to all my actions. After the so call 22nd November what did you promised me? What did you said to me? I remember all those words clearly! You said that you don't have any feelings for her but you care for her. I accept that. But not more than that. Which I was referring to was those disgusting actions you did. If you don't have feelings for her and you ONLY cared for her, why must there be hugs and kisses? And I may not know MAYBE you even had sex with her. I wouldn't know. I'm sorry for being too harsh. It's so easy for you to give her free kisses and hugs when you don't even have feelings for her. What's this about? And to someone, I think people like you can think very well.