10th Novermber.
5 in the morning
I just had my shower after a room makeover.
Monday Bluesss!
I don't have a Monday blues currently, haha!

Wednesday

Full of shits, I tell you! Seriously! It feels like I just wanna get away from him, that's all! You both wanna say that you guys are tired of my nonsense? Aku lagik penat dengan korang punyer keje bodoh nak mampos lah ehk! Korang buat keje bodoh tu pun, aku ader tak sampai nak marah marah korang macam sial? Tkder sial, tkder.
I don't wanna say tu keje bodoh, cause I know what I've done, so ya. Memang keje bodoh, macam maner korang raser, macam gitu lah aku raser dulu. Taik! Sampaikan orang menangis pasal aku, sampaikan orang marah giler babi dekat aku, sampaikan aku terpakser layankan korang peh bebual. I don't even know who to turn too, except for Mamat. He's the only person I could turn to. I can't even turn to Ajan, Naz, Farhan, Mira, Leha, Deedee, Zura or anyone else, except him. He's been with me all along from night till morning till afternoon. I just wanna thank Mamat alot for all the listening ear, the advices, the stories that you told me all. I appreciate it all!
And I didn't expect Deedee to said such things to me. Whatever it is, we're through. Expect the unexpected, afterall. And ater all those shits happen, the boys and myself head off to Leha's crib and thanks alot sweets:)


Thursday

IyLLiA-NaZrY
Posted 11/6/2008 11:34 am
i'll hold on to u even if i'm hurt....
don do it again k....

and his shout out, a really sweet one too.

"I'll keep holdin on 2 u,love.."

"& I won't let go of it."

It was super sweet of him. And baby, it hurts me alot seeing you crying. I've made such a really huge sacrifices and a promise. And as you can see, each time there's 'invitation' I would always turn them down. Oh well, I can't do anything right?

And so, I head off to lovee's crib and had a little moment with him. The talk was great, how I really wish the talk could be every single day. And back to Leha's crib and took a nap and slack. I took a cab ride home, since I was really really exhausted from don't know what, haha! And the day after....

Friday

A picnic date with lovee. It was such a wonderful date, really. Lovee actually made my day. Actually, my plan for the date was to head down town and search for my dress, for my upcoming prom, then a midnight movie and supper and head off home. But lovee decline. He wants to spend the night away with me at the beach. He meets me up at Admiralty at the bus stop infront of my block and bus ride to Tampines. And off to East Coast. Ate dinner at Pastamania and jalan to Ecp. And bought ourselves a bottle of Absolut Raspeberry which cost nearly fifty-two bux. Damn! What I really wanted was only two cans of Amsterdam. He sets up the tent, while I keep on taking puffs, texting my friends and forgets that he needs a helping hand, lol! We spend...Okay he spend the night drinking while I only drank a little, since I don't like drinking that much now. If lovee happens to read what I wrote just now, cnfem dier fkir laen pyr. And so we played 21kinckers, punyer lah kekek, and mcm taik kao tahu tak taik? Uh sial, mcm sial! Bukan game, orang dier! We chat, we played games, we drink, and keep on doing something fun! And eventually the sunrise was a little bit different. The videos taken in the tent was fucking hilarious! That's why I keep on saying that the date was extremely great! Hahahah! Packed up and cab ride to Fernvale and slack while lovee head off home slightly earlier and then cabbed ride home. Exhausted!
Okay, I have tan legs, tan body. And my face getting darker, haha! Anak keling! No no! Latin latin gitu la! LOL!

a die die must watch video! hahaha!








Sunday

"Mepek!i sntiase ingat u la.."

"Oke wifey!hahahx! Mwahx!"

Lovee had plans with his friends to his friends pit celebrating someone's birthday, so yeah. And I had plans with mummy. To IKEA, and shop for our stuff, I mean for mine and lil sis room. We bought alot of stuff and I was the only one carrying it most of the time, saket tao badan ku! And after shop, mummy wanted to head down Simpang Bedok for dinner, tapi leceh ngan barang2, so we head off to Causeway Point and bought a can filled with pink paint. A cute colour though, but I don't like pink, since the stiff for our room was pink and green. In my head was red and black! Red is a must, tapi tak kesampaian!