Friday, July 11, 2008 7/11/2008 01:14:00 pm
it's fucking no use.

Okay, I knew he lied to me again and again and again. It's like non-stop. I'm sick and tired of him lying to me all the time and not TELLING me the true, not even one! So whats the use of us getting into relationship while you yourself can't be true to me, like YOU SAY THAT YOU ARE GONNA BE TRUE TO ME! And about commitment, I can see that only a lil bit. Only a little! It's really no use. I really don't know what to say to you anymore. And I don't even have the right to say who you can't meet, who you can't text and who you can't even call. I'm only another half of you, or maybe to you I'm not. But I can say and feel that I'm not your other half. Maybe she's your other half, maybe she's the one that has your heart and maybe she is still lingering in your mind, which I can obviously see that. You can complain to her anything you want about me, I don't freaking care. Well, like i say it's fucking no use putting high hopes on him. In the end, me myself get hurt):

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