Saturday, July 12, 2008 7/12/2008 02:48:00 am
:)

I meet the boys and girlfriends at Fernvale. Alot of things happen actually and I don't even bother to write it down. I had a not so good talk with love just now. But somehow, I'm certainly touched by his words. Ya, you guys can say he is such a sweet talker, but to hell I don't give a fuck. He's my other half now. So I think I'm starting to trust him more. Ya, you bitches could go on talking shit about him, like I say I don't give a fuck:) Well, his not really that happy with someone. 'Someone(s)' lah! Hahaha. And love was really bad, "si pukimak tu tulis aper..." And I had a good talk with Ajan & An. And with the girlfriends too. Ajan, An, Mira, Azura, Leha and of course Zamir knows what I really do feel. They do cheer me up:) And... in the end I had a good talk with love in the car while An's brother was sending me while they're heading off to Johor.

"Asl biler I panggil si ****** pukimak, you ckp ngan I tkmo panggil dier pukimak?"
"Cause I can see that she's a really nice girl."

I can't say anything ah about her, seriously. And.. someone is really not FUCKING happy with me ah! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! There's a stupid hate tagger tagging about me in her blog. Macam bodoh sak. Jangan tag tag, nak jumper bebual, kalau tak happy. Bodoh punyer budak.

-the stupid hate tagger who tag about me -_-"

"eh pegi mampos samer ni linsih.she's fucking about you in her blog. and you shud noe she's dumb. iyllia still loves you only that he needs a break from a commitment. thats why you guys broke up and that stupid LINSIH came into picture. to hell with her alright. she's a dumb girl to not see all this. you should see who'll get the last CRY. :)"

-linsih, to who you know who you are, asshole.
"Pegi mampos ngan aku? Hahaha, kao pun pegi mampos ah SIAL! I'm dumb huh? Aku raser kao cakap dekat salah orang tao. Senang kater lah kan, if he fucking needs a break from commitment with her, he would not even asked me to be his girlfriend and talking to me about commitment ,macam bodoh kan. Biler kao tulis kao tak tahu nak fikir ehk? Bodoh sesangat sak, otak kat jubo ehk? Kao nak cakap aku bodoh? Salah orang sak gang. Koa belom tahu ceriter jangan banyak bebual ah lahabau! And bitch, to hell to you too. It doesn't even concern you, fuck. Ya, we shall just see who get the last cry:)"

And Roddy post...

"And to dearest sweetie, yes dear u gave me a big shock just now, but I am glad that I can be of help to you. Don’t worry I am always here for you to share secrets, for you to confide in and I will try my best to help you ok

But to tell the truth, I am very touched!

First the note, sweet kan u put it somewhere near to u and I hope that it gives u motivation ok

Second is thank u for making me feel part of the family, trust me I love u like my real sister ok. Even the mommy makes me feel im so part of the family, terharu babe. Adikkk ada satu scene kat dapur tadi I nearly cry u know, u shld know lah kan when! Seriously!

We are big happy family hehe

And I hope that whatever I told u, do make sense to you and I hope that at least u will give a thought about it and try your best to change for the better. And remember whatever I told you ok. I trust you! *pinkie promise hehe*

Whatever it is I am touched and I love you, care and worry about u too =D"



I miss love, so much.