Supper with dearest Wanie. Had McDonalds at Admiralty. And yeah, i saw Hafiz. He's cute. Anyway marsiling jetty early in the morning and Yishun dam. Okay, I thought I saw Iiiii, but there were just alot of guys ride KR. I miss the morning/night ride with Faizal, Hanif and Izzat to Yishun Dam, to Marsiling and East Coast with Fadhli, the crazy ride with Ah Heng.

The date was awesome yesterday. Went out with Alif, my dearest hahax. Met up at Ang mo kio las cab. And he was late for 15 minutes! Okay, to town. Swensen for dinner, his treat. I had my omelatte and I'm really sorry I can't finish it up. So sorry. I was full at that point of time, cause I had lunch with my sis earlier on. Lol. Bus ride to Suntec. Okay okayy, he dedicate a song for me at this Fountain of wealth. It was so sweet of him. Hahaax. And yeah, my eyelashes were slightly wronged, slightly. I mean my fake not my real eyelashes. =D I really have to go now. Cleaning up.

will update more.

chao!

Wednesday which is yesterday. Dinner at home and Causeway point with mummy lovee and lil sis. Okay okayy I fell in love again. With this pumps at Mondo. Hahahax. Mummy bought it! Whheee~ Okay, met up with Wanie dearest, her boyfriend and her cousin around eight plus. And blah blah blah blah.

Aidiladha to nenek house. Which is quite okay lah. Aunties gossips(hahax), camwhoring, food & food, wrestling of course! Hahahax, I'm really tired though. Okay! I love the part where aunties and uncles are telling their ghost stories! And RAFIE! Soulja Nenek, she shuffle okayy! Hahahax.

Will update more.

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Hello blogreaders. Anyway yesterday was suppose to be home all day. But someone texted me up and did asked me out. Alif! His friend were having BBQ pit at East Coast. Met him up at Ang Mo Kio, it was on the way though. And yeah, there were this Chun guy, I think his name, and his 'girlfriend'. Chun was a hilarious guy. He was really funny.

To Peninsula had McDonalds for dinner since Alif was really hungry. And guess what, most of Alif friends are my seniors. Okay, some of them. Anyway before we head to East Coast I met Yuszaini on the way out. I miss him so much, real much! He was his friends. Grab a kitten while on the way to the pit. She was shivering and really hungry. Alif carried her all the way and I carried it for a little while, hee. She was wet. It's a female, btw. I wanna thank Aliff for the cash and hail a cab for me. Thank you so much.

Today, Suntec with dearest Fayeezah. ToyRus, hahax. Around Suntec City and lunch at McDonalds at Marina Square. Suppose to meet up with Fadhly, but he's out with his family. Okay, namind. Coffee Bean with Alif at Ang Mo Kio. Chat, chat and chat about him and of course yours truly, Linsih. =)

And okayy, while at Coffee Bean, I did ring my dearest bestes girl ever, Wanie. She's back. Aww, I missed her real much! Wanie, I got plenty of stuff tp share with cha! Meet up soon! Hurhur!

okayy, Hari Raya Haji this Thursday heading off to Nenek's house.

will update more.

ADIOUS.

Alif.

credits to Aliffffffffff.
Okayy, hello people. To the dearest bestfriend who changed for the sake of his fucking girlfriend, who lies alot and who put the blame on other people. I feel like I don't even know who he is anymore. Okay, not feel. I don't think I know him at all. He changed into another person just for his fucking girlfriend, not his friends. I don't understand at all. What's wrong with guys nowadays, they turning into bitches too. Please don't ever say that I'm a liar. Yeah, I lied loads of times I admit, but that doesn't mean that I lied to you. You are the liar, you love lying to people alot. You lied to me, your dearest cousins but I don't know about your friends, maybe I guess you did lie to them too. Confirm per. Right? Hahahax, sorry to say that!
But you know what? I don't give a fuck about you no more. You texted me up saying you and your fucking girlfriend are no more. What does that mean? You say that I lied to you. I don't even know what you're talking about. Speak properly! State it clearly! I know I've cursed, insult you and everything. But I was really mad with your fucking attitude. You changed. And I still have the heart to say this, I know I'm stupid to say this too. Please lah, don't have conflicts with you fucktard girlfriend or whatsoever just because of me. I know I'm the cause of it. But your fucktard girlfriend don;t even believe you that we had nothing on together. Is that what you call 'girlfriend'?
Speak of the devil, I had moved on without you! I did keep thinking about you all day. I keep telling myself that you're such a nice, loving, caring, understanding lad. I need to forget what you did to me. Really, I need too.
Okayy, yesterday was out to town with Alif and his friend, Zul. I had loads of fun. It's just that I'm sorry for not eating and talking much. Cause I was really tired and sleepy, but awkward huh. I still do enjoyed it. Far East for their dinner, Lucky Plaza to changed his perfume. Around Heeren and bus ride to Marina. Okay, headed Marina cause they wanna watch soccer match Liverpool against Man U. People there were reek of alchohol. It sucks. Farrah's baby, Gerrard kena yellow card, hahax, pity her. She must still be crying for Gerrard I guess.
Okayy, this coming Saturday someone asked me out on a date, lol. Hahax.


I miss the old Fadhly, which I use to have. I miss his ugly laugh, his jokes, his love, the tlc that I used to get from him every single moment, every single day.

Heading East Coast later on in the evening with Alif, cause his friend is having a BBQ pit and Suntec City tomorrow with Fayeezah.


will update more.
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chao!

Good afternoon, people. Btw, sentosa was hell yeah! It was really great. Except for the fact that someone can't tag along due to some reason, I don't even know I have to believe him or not. It did ruin my day, but thinking back, what for I think of all this. I better have fun with my cousins rather than sitting home doing nothing. Whatever it is I did enjoy myself there. And yeah, it started of as such a humid day we were like huryying to change ourselves up. It was really hot. Yeah, okay there was Fayeezah of course, Rafie, my aunt and uncle, Zakiyaya, Faizal Afro, Hali, and some chicks which I don't even know their names. LOL! Okay, we ride bus, while they ride trains. Tram ourselves there and ending up meeting Zachary on the tram. Hahax, with his tall girlfriend. Long time no see.

Fried noodles, jelly's, nasi lemak by Fayeezah's mum which is my aunt and much more, I think. Hahahx. Okayy, having fun on the beach and yeah it started to rain. I was like listening to my stereo and I did wanna get myself wet. It was raining heavily. We playes water bombs at each other, it was great. And 'monkeys' game and soccer in the rain and on the beach, it was awesome! Hahahx, us girls were like the champion hahax. We stood there doing nothing, but they can't score it at all. As far I could say that we are the bestest goalkeeper ever. LOL, I learned it from Lionel Lewis. Hee =D

Had our meal again, and off to some more soccer games. Okayy okayy! Faizal and Hali, Rafie's and Fayeezah's friend was really hilarious. Seriously, and of course my bapok cousin, Rafie, the birthday boy. Faizal, was making fun of Hali about his things he did while he were in the sea, I guess, hahax. Okay, namind. Hahahax, okay whatever it is, I enjoyed myself!!

Camwhore here and there. Dinner at Long John vivo city. Around topshop and forever 21 with Yanti, Fifi and Faizal.

I met one new friend. =)

we're heading off to town today, I don't know whether I should call it a date.

will update more.

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Okay, second post for the day. Well, Dula texted me up since he wanna meet me. Yeah, met him up at Causeway Point, around the mall. Yeah, Mondo just opened their new outlet there. Hahahx, I just knew it. I'm so in love with their footwear. Okay, chat and chat and chat and chat with him.
Headed off home for a while, met up with Shakilah at Woodlands Mart, since she needs my books for next year. Then, met up with mummy at Causeway Point again. Had dinner at KFC, since little sis wanna eat fried chicken.
77th street for a while and I'm so in love with the $29.90 checker top. Hurhur, mummy did bought it for me. Yeah! Lol.
I'm so sleepy. Slept at 6 in the evening yesterday, woke up five in the morning today, really sleepy.

will update more.
tc everybody.
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MY LOVE and my everything, okayy!

Okay first thing first, I don't understand what the fuck are you talking about. Firstly you promised that you would come back to me, second you said that you still do love me, third you said that I should give you time and space, fourth you said that you can't accept me because it's just the heart that doesn't want anyone to be with, fifth you said that alot guys are after me and six forget about you? Wtf? You still love me and yeah I still do. You told me to wait give you time and spaces and yes, I did. What more could you ask for, when you can't even keep a promise? I felt so stupid, chasing you when you just don't even know how to stop running.
You used me. When you're having conflicts, you turn to me. Text me up, saying you wanna meet me. When you're okayy with her, you just don't give a fuck. You don't give a fuck no more, cause you know that I will always be there for you, no matter what. What do you take me as? Your toy huh? And when I asked, why are you still hanging out and going out together with? Your answer is pretty simple, "Cause I miss the fun we have, and the moment of true we got." Oh ya, it slip my mind that I'm just your fucking bestfriend. Hi, bye friend. Like I say, I don't understand the fuck you're talking about. You love me, and posted her comments saying..(I dont wanna write here, it hurts.) You should know better, right?
The one year six months relationship has thought me alot, real lot. Beautiful memories we had together, we have been through alot. From love at first sight, to relationship, memories, MISUNDERSTANDINGS, breaking up and rejections. And you're changed. Like you say, people do change, but I simply hate the 'new' you. I fucking hate that. Pictures of you and me on the wall, it hurts seeing the guy who you love the most, changed. Like you say, BESTFRIENDS! Am I weak or what? I guess, I am. Cause you're taking advantage of me, right bestfriend? -_-" But it's okay, I'm relaxing and taking it easy. =) Anyway here's the conversation. It's up to you guys to read it.

Convo's: Fadhly.

Fadhly: Heloo i just woke up tis days felt so tired. Just recover. Monday HMM not that sure.

Linsih: Just forget about everything. This coming 15, sentosa hor!

Fadhly: Okie 15 cool.

Linsih: Ya, cool huh? If you're not comign down it won't be cool anymore. Ask Nysa to tag along.

Fadhly: NO. Just you and me!

Linsih: Why? She's your gf per. Btw you know whose my real dad?

Fadhly:I lupa ah you. You dah luper kan i pe?

Linsih: Ish luper kan ayie? Maner ader. no lah. Cumer I tahu you dont love me like you use too. I dont like liars.

Fadhly:You know what? I felt lonely and sick this days. I just felt that love does not accur in my life.

Linsih:Because your gf is out of town, thats why youre lonely. I tahu biler you gaduh dgn dier, you come to me right? Forget about it. Btw sakit aper?

Fadhly: Did you know? From last time, we go out.

Linsih: Asl you kluar dgn I? Theres gotta be a reason. Sorry kalau byk tanyer.

Fadhly: Cause I miss the fun we have. The moments of true we got.

Linsih: Tapi you got gf, and you love her so much kan, i know lah. Not working?

Fadhly: Working..

Linsih: okayy, hahax ayie silly question. Just dont take it to heart. You think i should still wait for you?

Fadhly: Its okie. You just get a better love one n i guess being alone without someone be the best.. I tau ramai ramai yang nak you. You just think twice ape yg i ckp jgn ulang. Perkara samer k and finally I love ya.

Linsih: Who cares abt guys out there? I dont care.

Fadhly: I just want you to forget the past and move on. Forget about me.

Linsih: Asl ckp mcm gitu? I know you love her more. You see, i dont like people to lie.

Fadhly: If you're scared let go of me and every single thing. I'm useless.

Linsih: If youre no use, why do i still love you? I still love you much. Pasal I remember you promised me that, i should give you time and spaces and you would come back to me. I still do remember. But it was all lies...

Fadhly: I dont want you to think about me. Cause my life is ......(i dont intend to write it down). I love you still, ramai nak you.

Linsih: (dont intend to write it down.)

Fadhly:Its just the hearts that doesnt want anyone to be with.

Okay whatever. That's it.

Stayed home all day long. Wanie dearest texted me up, dinner together. With Fuad and Dean. Hahahax, sorry I'm late, as usual. Lol. And gosh I miss Yuszaini and Fazdly alot! To Wanie's crib, grab some stuff cause she's sleeping over at her aunts. Mcdonalds before headed home. Guess what? Hahahahahx, Faizal Ass, was there. Okayy I think Faizal likes Wanie. Hahahax, lol. She's happily attached. =D Okay, Auntie Mary the crew leader, was so hilarious. Hahahax, she was really funny. Hahahax, Wanie!

Linsih: Wanie maner fries kao?
Wanie: Entah. Hmm, fries?
Crew: (Searched for it, and was standing of Auntie Mary laughing to himself.)
Linsih: (LAUGH OUT LOUD!)
Wanie: (Giggle)
Auntie Mary: (Laughing out to some customer, while holding Wanie's fries. And didnt even know that we're looking for that fries.)
Okay, I know you don't understand.Hahaha, Forget abot it. Lol.

Reached home, mum was asleep, cause she will be working in the morning. And was texting all the way with Faizal. It was really funny though. MAYBE will be having lunch with girlfriends or maybe with Wanie only.

I miss Wanie, Leena, Warda, Mira, Yus, Fazdly, Fayeezah, Farrah, Lia, Ah heng, Faizal, Fadhli, Fadhly, Ain, Shikin, Aliff, Hanif, Amy, Andy, Husayn, Poh seng, Azzam, Chun Fa, Crystal, Abdullah, Hilmi, Iiii(aper tah namer dier) hauhua, Fairuz, Meimei, Su mei, Yiyun, Rohim, Yani, Epul, Eko, Fitri, Ija, Sakinah, Willy, Yusman and Abg Rafit aloootttttttt!!!

To Ryan thanks for stopping by to read, to be honest you're really cute and HOT!! Hahahax.

btw,

OHH, I MISS FADHLY J REAL MUCH, DAMN MUCH!
*KILL THAT GIRL!!*
WHEN THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA BE MINE AGAIN?
I STILL DO LOVE YOU, I STILL DO!! GAGA!!
AND AND PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT AS IF IM THE ONE WHO IS ALOOF! YOU ARE!

BOO~

oh oh, to Fayeeezzzaahhh! I can't wait to meet you up this coming 15 WOOOHHHOOO! I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! AND AND I MISS SENTOSA REAL REAL BAD! SILAS TAG ALONG, AND CONFIRM THAT FREAK IS TAGGING ALONG TOO! HUAHUA!

to Fadhly- aww, Please don't say you're busy on that 7 or 8dec, please. You promised me okay! You say we're going out together hor! No matter what. I'm gonna give you the worst nightmare ever, if you are changing the plan!

Fiee- Okay, who the fark are you marn?

MAZZIE! IIII aper tah namer dier, he's getting hotter day by day! aww, how I wish he's mine! Lols! Warda that Sleeq guy is cute, though. Nak kenal kenal, boleh? HAUHUAHAUHAU...I'm bored, real bored! Okay, mummy got a plan for me. But I'm not saying it here. Lols. Sorry my post is a mess. I'm just plain bored! hmmm, chat chat and chat. With hot guy(iiiii...). Hahahax, he's making me nuts! He's crazy! Hhahahaha!

*editted on 6.48am

SIAN, SIAN, SIAN!

lols. this is like the worst post ever! hahax. but I'm better than that little sister of mine. -______-" seriously! right right FAYEEZAH? huahuauhua. I'm freaking bored! And I can't sleep! Total boredness. I wanna do a thousand things a day. Oh yea oh yes! I really need to get myself a trainer. Seriously, Im growing fatter!! Gosh. But I'm sexy hahahahahx! Anyway I really need the exboyfie to train me, starting all over again! From head to toes. I really need my abs back! Lols. Maybe I should text him, whether he would wanna train me again.

Will update soon! I'm bored!

nice day ahead!

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