Thursday, November 29, 2007 11/29/2007 07:31:00 pm
town.






Awesome night, yesterday!! Fadhly text me up whether we wanna meet up. But I told him, I'm meeting the cousins up at Orchard. So he agrees to it. Headed down Tampines, as usual I'm always the guy and he- always the girl. -______-" hahahax! Yeah, fetched him. Oh like I have to wait for him for an hour to get himself ready! Argh, I hate waiting for that 'bapok'! Lols. While we were on the train, he was so so funny. He made me laugh like a mad woman. Really.
Anyway spend the night with Fadhly, Fayeezah, Silas and Zakiyaya! Huhaua, great night out.
Was suppose to met up with them around five plus, but ending up meeting them around seven plus, hee. Sorry, and yeah Silas was fumming. Alah, its okay lor. Let him wait, huahua. Met up at Shaw House, they were having their dinner, and I'm starving!! Headed off to Starbucks, hang out for a while. Thanks to Fadhly for the treat. =)
Off to Wisma, while Silas was searching for his snow cap, i think. Had little conversation with Fadhly. Fayeezah, can't watched her chinese drama! Huahua. Lols. They head off home, while I was like starving, down to Long John, hee. My treat lah. He wanted to treat to Pizza Hut. But, perhaps next time round. I got some kind a 'date' with 'someone' next week! Hahax. I can't wait. LOLS.
Thanks to Fadhly, again, for the ride.


HANG OUT SOON FAYEEZAH, SILAS, ZAKIY, FADHLY and O N E!(hehe)

and and and maybe, will head off to Clarke Quay tomorow with Dearest Wanie.
IF I have the mood.
=))













will update more.


adious!



Wednesday, November 28, 2007 11/28/2007 02:42:00 pm
=)

Okay mistakes. It turns out that someone is still waiting for me, to have a go-out-together, Fayeezah! Huahua. And yeah, Fadhly is tagging along too, the exboyfie. Meeting the exboyfie at Tampines after his wash up and stuff. And head off to Orchard and will be meeting Fayeezah, Zakiyaya and Silas after his work! Yeah will update more later!


=)



11/28/2007 03:01:00 am
great show.

I'm blank, totally.


I know that I wanna blog today, but my mind went blank totally. Okay, whatever it is, supposingly we have a meet up. But someone is not in the mood. Boo~ Okay, to Farrer Park with mummy this coming Saturday after her work. She gonna buy something for me! Wohhoo! Huahua. Gol & Gincu and and and GREYS ANATOMY, AWESOME!!! Will be cathcing tyra show later on, cause I missed it just now, for waking up around six plus in the evening. And yeah Ellen Degeneres is on, like NOW! Seriously. Huahua. Okay bro's back from Taiwan like days now. And and he bought me this beautiful diamond bracelet. =)

Okayy to Farrah, HE'S HOT! HOT HOT HEAT! My room is getting hotter! LOLS XDD
and yeah, thanks for the encouragement, ily.

To SYAFIZA! I'm sorry I can't make it to this coming Thursday out with you. As you know, I'm fucking broke and yeah, I don't have the mood! So NEXT WEEK! PLEASE! huahua.

annnnddddddddddddd to ADI! This coming Sunday lah!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! =D





















will update soon, FUCKTARDS!
hahax, ILY!





I'm loving myself, more and more. =)
Good night morning!


btw, I simply miss Mazleena, Warda, Wanie, Saedah and Mira so much!



Sunday, November 25, 2007 11/25/2007 04:27:00 am
chalet and lies.

Hello, back to blogging. Anyway many things happen since the last few days. Oh yeah, someone didn't kept his promises! Boo~ He even says that he's gonna text me at night for meet up. -___-" Another lie. For God sake! Please be true, don't ever keep on lying. Anyway met up with dearest Wanie around 6 plus in the evening at Causeway Point, same goes to Fuad, Cik Rose, Syamil, Meeya, Emy, Nurul and Dean. Yeah, we were heading off to someone's chalet. And of course, those fucking forty five minutes ride. Such a bore. Pictures with Wanie. Anyway this coming December hols someone inviting me to his bro's birthday. He's bro my cousin lah! Huhaua, Fayeezah, aku mahu join!! Lols.

I badly need a job right now. Any intro, fucktards?

To Leena, Warda, Wanie, Boasheng, Andy, Mira and Saedah.
"Coming Saturday, bowling keper? huahua."

Okayy, Wanie and dearest Leena, knows whose my crush.
This really hot hot nineteen years old guy which I met few months back and used to my senior and which I know that I could not not have him, cause he's too too hot and maybe he likes likes someone else. Who knows? Right. It's just a crush, not more. Like I usually do, I'm not putting high hopes on anybody. =) Right Leena? Hahahax. To anak jubri tokio, when the hell are meeting up dude. You kept changing plans and ending up -________-".

Hahax ADI! Definitely its not gonna be three fucking years right? Who the hell can wait that long? Maybe three weeks later. Hehe. OR OR three days later.. AWESOME!!

Will update more.
Chao!

btw,

GUYS ARE THE WORST BITCH EVER!
GUYS ARE JERKS! really.



Thursday, November 22, 2007 11/22/2007 07:03:00 am
horrible.

Oh yes, yesterday headed down to Tampines to met up with the dearest Mama Siti with Wanie. Guess what Fadhly just came back from his soccer training. Talked. Last bus was like 'gone' hahax. Overnight stay at Fadhly's house. Turns out to be awesome, loads of stuff, we talked about. And, later that night was fucked! I simply, don't make enemies with you, but you forced me! Stupid biatch!

I won't be blogging for a week or maybe more than that. Cause I simply don't have the mood and I'm really frustrated, angry and I feel like killinig somebody!

ADIOUS!

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Monday, November 19, 2007 11/19/2007 10:35:00 pm
Thanks for being there for me.

Nobody witness the tears. I'm not contented enough.
Currently listening to Chasing Cars. Ex boyfriend used to love this song so much. Hahax.

I'm not trying to gain someone sympathy or whatever shit. I'm just telling out my stories. What I've been through. Who knows maybe you will be next! Whatsoever. I'm hoping to meet him up this coming Saturday! Please don't. If you know what I mean. To Farrah, yeah I should really really really really seduce him! Hahahx. LOLS!
I realy wanna thnk someone real much. The someone who cried with me, I know she's controlling it. It's okay, dear.
Million thanks to Wanie who is always behind me, giving me the strength and hearing out my stories. She's been there for me, right from the very beginning. And to Fayeezah, Hanif, Syazwan, Farrah and Fazdly thanks for the support. And Fayeezah and Farrah thanks for hearing out my stories! I love you guys more than ever.
Will be heading Sembawang Park tomorow with my bestest girls, Wanie & Leena! Can't wait Lols!


Will update more.




btw,


Happy 16th Birthday to Syazwan!e

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11/19/2007 01:08:00 am
Please accept me?

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All day long at home, I don't even have the mood.

Received call from someone surprising, Fadhly. He's girlfriend told him, to call me up. Wtf? But anyways, I asked the little imp to talk to him. To my surprise, he told her about our past. He's doesn't get the full story and he doesn't tell me the full story. Get what I mean? Hahax, yeah supposingly I just wanted to ask him only two fucking questions and need two different answer. Thats all. He did gave me an answer. But ending up I broke down and cry. Hahax, drama huh? Lols. I realised the mistakes I've made in the past, he just didn't noticed it. Maybe he doesn't know how honest, really honest I am. "We're going the same path but a different route."
Oh yes, I seriously can't accept the fact!! Argh. Anyway he said alot and that's kinda hurt me cause I don't even think about his feelings in the past, but the fact is I was like a little girl who keeps on crying. Boo~ I really miss having relationship anniversary and him around. Those hugs and kisses. Yeah, we're best friends for now. And maybe till death? Who knows. Hahahx, right? Lols. Btw it's monday today. Maybe I should meet up with Wanie, Yus and Fazdly, my love ones! Aww, miss them so much. Stupid convo's not long enough nowadays. Hhahahx. Wtf?
YES YES! I'm gonna take a peep at Syazwan during his training! Hhahax, yeah I'm introducing this job to the little imp too. She needs to work! She's been lazing around and going out! She needs too work!! Okay, Fadhly wanna meet up. This coming Saturday. I'll control myself! Hahax, or maybe I should let it all out whats been keeping in my heart! Hhahahahhax! I really do hope we would enjoy ourselves this coming Saturday. JGN PAITAO!


I still accept you as my bestest friend and a buddy!- Fadhly~~~~~~~

TILL HER, will update soon!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ELEVEN MONTHS FRIENDSHIP WITH YA! suppose to be yesterday on the 18th hahax!

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Sunday, November 18, 2007 11/18/2007 01:23:00 am
idiots!

Day out with mummy, before that headed down McDonalds with Syazwan, he's applying a job there. Yeah, what a coincidence is that, Faizal was there, Lols. Anyway blah blah blah. Crews been promoted as managers. Fast huh?
Vivo city with mummy and little imp. Yeah, it was her first time there, I mean, Mummy. Yeah! Btw mummy sayang bought for me this knit top from Forever21 for like 23bux. So sweet. She bought adek this Mango tee. Cool tee! And some nails stuff. Which is a die die must buy one, for me. Hahax. Mummy's been craving for that Chomel 925silver watch for like half a year, lols.
I promised that I'll buy for her when her birthday comes. =)
I know I'm sweet, lols.

"Don't make up stories ehk! Stop all the shit. HOW RUDE!"

Having boyfriends could be troublesome, annoying and some anger. Seriously! And yeah, those one year six months relationship with him, has taught me alot! I mean, really alot!

Anyway I'm freakingly missing...

Muhd Fadhly Bin Jubri Tokio, the exboyfie.
Wanie, Leena my bestest girls.
Fayeezah, Silas, Raf &Syazwan the cuzzie!
Warda, Miraes, Shasha, Hid, Saedah, the hot hot girlfriends.
Yus, Fazdly my bapok lovers.
Shafiza, who is at malaysia, currently.
Sakinah, the babe!
Ah heng, the ice cream guy!(only wanie knows it LOLS!)
Chunfa, the skinny hot guy.
Hanif, the sexy butt guy.
Ain 'boopys' and Shikin.
Andy, Boasheng the movie patner!
Abdullah!!!!
Rohim, Epul, Eko & Fitri the indonesian freaks!!!
Izzat, the magician, HUAHUAHUAHUA!
Lia, my 25 years old chick!
Willy, the crazy ass!
Yusman, the 125z guy.
&&&&&&&&&&& HILMI, THE ROCKSTAR!



Will update more!



Friday, November 16, 2007 11/16/2007 04:42:00 pm
Miss those sweet days together with you and I seriously going when I've reached.

Hello, anyway I really do hope I get that job back. I really missed it so much. And yeah, 'riders' I guess. Lols. Hope that I'll get it back. Slept around eight plus in the morning, and stayed up a little bit longer and was sms-ing with Rohim! I missed him so much.

conversation: Linsih to Rohim!

Linsih: Selamat Pagi! Sudah bangun? Sorry ya kalau meggangu. Apa khabar kamu? Rohim!
Rindu banget sama kamu!
Rohim: Aq pun sama rindu sgt sama adek. Adek tak pegi ker school keh? Oy gmna khabar emi, rahman adek masih sering jumpa mereka? Y bsok kalau ada trening lgi aq psti ikut muuuaach.
Linsih:Skarang cuti skolah sampai tahun depan. Aku tak bersama emi dan rahman lagik. Aku sudah berhenti kerja selama tiga bulan. Tak usah traning. Dtg saja ker sini.
Rohim: Aq tk ad uang lah tak cukupny lgi pula aq minap dmna? tmpt adek? atau adek aje pegi indo aku jmpt d airport jakarta holiday gmna? Kt jln2 tp kl adek seorg brani?
Linsih: Kalau aku kaya, sudah lama aku ker sana. Aku berani. Lagipun parents aku tidak kasi pergi seorang diri. Tapi aku pernah berjanji, aku ker sana pabila usia ku jejak 18. So i can meet you guys there! Kamu tinggal di bandar Jakarta ya? Oh ya, Epul baik?
Rohim: Tklah jaoh dari t4 ku keairport 6jm. Msh lma tunggu adek umur 18thn. Ya udh ksh abng number phone home adek. sapa tau adek change number hp. I miizz u adekku Muaaccchh.
Linsih: 6jam? Jauh jugak lah tu. No rumah ku. +65********. Lagik dua tahun sekejap saja Tunggu ya. heh. Aku pun jugak rindu kamu. Aku ingat dan rindu skali bila masok ker kerja, kamu cium pipi aku. =D
Rohim:Ya aq pun rindu sgt apabila ingat adek rindu, cium pipi, senyum adek, tawa adek semuanya. Ia abng tnggu 2thn tak lma la. Udh dl ya aq nak mandi trus pegi keje. Muuaaccch.
Linsih: Hhahax, ya. Tunggu aku! Kamu hati2 ya? Tc, much love. BYEBYE =D

Oh yes, heading down to McDonalds with Syazwan hope I could reapply. Huahua. Pray for me! Lols.

Never did I thought you're just a 14 years old kid, who argues with me over minor minor things. You're such a loser, you fuckhead. Can you just shut the fuck up for one minute? I don't mean to interfere into your relationship with him. He doesn't mind, why should you? He takes order from some kind of his fucktard girlfriend. You're giving him orders, and he's taking your order. He's changed because of you. Who knows him better than you? I DO. I know every little bit of him from head to toe, from outside to inside. I know him better, lah babi!

To Ain,
"Perepuan dier, yg berubah kan dier. Aku pun tak tahu asal si **** mcm gitu. Seriously. Tak suker sak aku. Babe, paper picit aku pasal next week! Aku nak hangout ngan korang lah!"

"I miss those sweet days together. People want us back together! Do you mind?"

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Thursday, November 15, 2007 11/15/2007 04:28:00 pm
Soulmate for everyone.

Vivo City yesterday. Before that headed down Yishun met up with cuzzie, Fayeezah and her boyfriend, Zakiy. Lunch over at Bik Yah's house. Were suppose to met up with Fayeezah around two plus, but ended up she waiting for me for about and hour. Doom. Anyway, Uncle Mat was there too. Brownies were left in Farrah's beg. Huahua. And Fazdly even waited for us an hour, lols. Sorry to him. Around Vivo, and Ben & Jerry's is a must have. Okayy, sorry to Farrah for rushing out of the train just to get the cardigan. Lols.
You just don't understand what the fuck I'm talking about. Think. Don't be take it as if I'm just a bitch who really wants your boyfriend. Please ehk. You should really asked him, don't keep quiet! And to the ex boyfie, speak up your motherfucker! You don't even know what exactly happen, and you're blaming me. Yeah, you should blame it on me just beause I were not there for you and left you all alone. But you shouldn't be blaming me just because I chose to let go of our love. You're the reason. You should really be reading this. But, I knew you won't have the time, just because you're busy working and always with your girlfriend.

"’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect."-to Fadhly

"Dear Fadhly u're such a nice guy. I really hope that you would give me and our love another chance and would really like to proof how greatful I am to have such an understanding and loveble patner. I still do love you for who you are. Not because of what you are. May you areally accept me for who I am!"


will update more.

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Monday, November 12, 2007 11/12/2007 02:28:00 pm
blast.

Town, town and town. Okayy, towning on last Saturday and Sunday. It was a blast. Saturday with Paii, Yus and Dearest Wanie syg. And ended up meeting Fuad after his working hours. Same goes on Sunday. Missing out some Burnout's. Hell yeah man! It's the sex, for sure.
Maybe a job interview's for today with the cuz, ONE. =) And yeah, with Wanie also. Huahua. Wednesday, I wished to meet up with Zachary! The 'deadsetonliving' guy, hell yeah.
I'm kinda missing some rides. And yeah, Lia! She's been busy working. -___-" damn. I miss her lame stupid jokes. Hahax, believe it or not, a 25 years old hot chick, has a mind of a 5 years old kid. LOLS! MUAHAHHHAHAHA!

TO AZZAM AND MALTO, I'M TERRIBLY SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPEN YESTERDAY. REALLY REALLY SORRY! THOUSAND APOLOGIES! Oh gosh, suppose to meet them up at Azzam's house. Argh, damn! Seriously I'm really sorry. =)



Thursday, November 08, 2007 11/08/2007 04:30:00 am
Don't you fall for that.

Okayy, the overnight stay at my house with Wanie and Little Mimi was awesome. Had funs, loads of fun. Yeah, I was like on the phone with Fadhly while Wanie was on the phone with Paii and Yuszaini. We were like freaks exchanging phone talking to different people. And we made alot of noise. Hahax, Mimi had a good night sleep eventually someone did not, which is the little imp. Lols. Anyway I really in need of a job.
Oh yes, btw I just had minor fight with that bitch, who is my ex boyfriend girlfriend's. -_- aper sajer lah ehk. Oh yes, she even said that Fadhly's mum doesn't liked me to be friends with her son. "Ehk minah tudung, aku lebih kenal mak dier daripader kao lah ehk. Kao setakat ngan dier baru beraper bulan lah hey! hahahax, kalau nak pikat hati mak dier pun jangan anggap aku ni jahat." But as for this, I could really say that I'm pretty evil. I don't think about people feelings, so whats the big fuck? Even Fadhly wants to be friends with me and he seriously still in love with me. To bad lah girl, macam gini jek lah ehk, aku boleh dapat laki kao. That's why I've told you guys that I'm not such a kind hearted person, but it's for me to know, for you to find out. *evil smile*
Ten plus, text message received from Fadhly. Called and chatted up on the phone. I love him so much, hahax. Yes, For all I care, Jesus don't give a fuck , so do I.

ADIOUS!

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Sunday, November 04, 2007 11/04/2007 02:10:00 pm
XDD

Hello, yeah mummy bought me this new headband. Friday morning headed down to Wanie's house and was all the way till seven in the morning. We were bitching, conferencing(with Paii and Yus), picture's comment, laughters and more, seriously. I had loads of fun there. And yeah, played this CSI:Miami, Tycoon and Speed thief game. Awesome. On that particular Saturday went out with Wanie, Fuad, Paii, Yus and Najib. Supposingly to be just the four of us(wanie, fuad &Paii) but the more the merrier. Towning and esplanade. Fun, really fun. Okayy, we made a plan of meeting at 2.45 and changed it to 4 and changed it to 4.30 and ended up with us all at 5. Fuad was like waited for us for three hours. And yeah, blame it to me cause I was really tired before and slept for a few hours only.

Paii, Yus and Najib(anak dara mah, huahua) worst. Lols. Met up with Fuad friend, Din at Topman. Dinner at Far East and yes, I met up with Shahidah, the long tyme no see friend. She use to be my instructor then. Esplanade was fun. Bus ride with Din's PSP Burnout Legend game. It's the sex.
Will be heading dow to swimming pool today, maybe, with Wanie and her cute cute little cousins and her aunt.
Will update!


"I just really wanna say that, I'm still in love for who you are, and not what you are!" - to Fadhly

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Thursday, November 01, 2007 11/01/2007 06:06:00 pm
Signal Fire.

Raya with classmates, schoolmates and friend last Monday. Was fun, except for some stupid reason(s). Anyway I'm left with little little cash. Seriously, I had done shopping and enjoying myself. Tuesday to Orchard, Somerset, City Hall and Bukit Panjang with Fazdly and Yuszaini, the bapok's. The intention was to buy myself a tee until someone came along and I really don't have the mood to shop. He was really pressing me, and I seriously hate that. You guys just have to accept the fact that I'm STILL in love with someone. "Stop pressing me lah freako's!" Loads of fun. Wednesday hang out with Yuszaini and Paii for a little while and met up with the babes, Wanie and Maz. I missed them so.

Suppose to met up with Fadhly as he is working, damn! I miss him so much, his hugs and kisses. Gosh, anyway tomorow Friday will be bowling or maybe meeting up with the ex boyfie! WWWhhhhheeee~ hahax. I really wanna accompany Lia, Danial and one of his friend to Johore to his kampung but someone is really making me fucked up! Cb. Well will update more soon. I'm not going out so often as words to describe, plain lazy. =]
Soon. Adious!