MY LOVE and my everything, okayy!

Okay first thing first, I don't understand what the fuck are you talking about. Firstly you promised that you would come back to me, second you said that you still do love me, third you said that I should give you time and space, fourth you said that you can't accept me because it's just the heart that doesn't want anyone to be with, fifth you said that alot guys are after me and six forget about you? Wtf? You still love me and yeah I still do. You told me to wait give you time and spaces and yes, I did. What more could you ask for, when you can't even keep a promise? I felt so stupid, chasing you when you just don't even know how to stop running.
You used me. When you're having conflicts, you turn to me. Text me up, saying you wanna meet me. When you're okayy with her, you just don't give a fuck. You don't give a fuck no more, cause you know that I will always be there for you, no matter what. What do you take me as? Your toy huh? And when I asked, why are you still hanging out and going out together with? Your answer is pretty simple, "Cause I miss the fun we have, and the moment of true we got." Oh ya, it slip my mind that I'm just your fucking bestfriend. Hi, bye friend. Like I say, I don't understand the fuck you're talking about. You love me, and posted her comments saying..(I dont wanna write here, it hurts.) You should know better, right?
The one year six months relationship has thought me alot, real lot. Beautiful memories we had together, we have been through alot. From love at first sight, to relationship, memories, MISUNDERSTANDINGS, breaking up and rejections. And you're changed. Like you say, people do change, but I simply hate the 'new' you. I fucking hate that. Pictures of you and me on the wall, it hurts seeing the guy who you love the most, changed. Like you say, BESTFRIENDS! Am I weak or what? I guess, I am. Cause you're taking advantage of me, right bestfriend? -_-" But it's okay, I'm relaxing and taking it easy. =) Anyway here's the conversation. It's up to you guys to read it.

Convo's: Fadhly.

Fadhly: Heloo i just woke up tis days felt so tired. Just recover. Monday HMM not that sure.

Linsih: Just forget about everything. This coming 15, sentosa hor!

Fadhly: Okie 15 cool.

Linsih: Ya, cool huh? If you're not comign down it won't be cool anymore. Ask Nysa to tag along.

Fadhly: NO. Just you and me!

Linsih: Why? She's your gf per. Btw you know whose my real dad?

Fadhly:I lupa ah you. You dah luper kan i pe?

Linsih: Ish luper kan ayie? Maner ader. no lah. Cumer I tahu you dont love me like you use too. I dont like liars.

Fadhly:You know what? I felt lonely and sick this days. I just felt that love does not accur in my life.

Linsih:Because your gf is out of town, thats why youre lonely. I tahu biler you gaduh dgn dier, you come to me right? Forget about it. Btw sakit aper?

Fadhly: Did you know? From last time, we go out.

Linsih: Asl you kluar dgn I? Theres gotta be a reason. Sorry kalau byk tanyer.

Fadhly: Cause I miss the fun we have. The moments of true we got.

Linsih: Tapi you got gf, and you love her so much kan, i know lah. Not working?

Fadhly: Working..

Linsih: okayy, hahax ayie silly question. Just dont take it to heart. You think i should still wait for you?

Fadhly: Its okie. You just get a better love one n i guess being alone without someone be the best.. I tau ramai ramai yang nak you. You just think twice ape yg i ckp jgn ulang. Perkara samer k and finally I love ya.

Linsih: Who cares abt guys out there? I dont care.

Fadhly: I just want you to forget the past and move on. Forget about me.

Linsih: Asl ckp mcm gitu? I know you love her more. You see, i dont like people to lie.

Fadhly: If you're scared let go of me and every single thing. I'm useless.

Linsih: If youre no use, why do i still love you? I still love you much. Pasal I remember you promised me that, i should give you time and spaces and you would come back to me. I still do remember. But it was all lies...

Fadhly: I dont want you to think about me. Cause my life is ......(i dont intend to write it down). I love you still, ramai nak you.

Linsih: (dont intend to write it down.)

Fadhly:Its just the hearts that doesnt want anyone to be with.

Okay whatever. That's it.

Stayed home all day long. Wanie dearest texted me up, dinner together. With Fuad and Dean. Hahahax, sorry I'm late, as usual. Lol. And gosh I miss Yuszaini and Fazdly alot! To Wanie's crib, grab some stuff cause she's sleeping over at her aunts. Mcdonalds before headed home. Guess what? Hahahahahx, Faizal Ass, was there. Okayy I think Faizal likes Wanie. Hahahax, lol. She's happily attached. =D Okay, Auntie Mary the crew leader, was so hilarious. Hahahax, she was really funny. Hahahax, Wanie!

Linsih: Wanie maner fries kao?
Wanie: Entah. Hmm, fries?
Crew: (Searched for it, and was standing of Auntie Mary laughing to himself.)
Linsih: (LAUGH OUT LOUD!)
Wanie: (Giggle)
Auntie Mary: (Laughing out to some customer, while holding Wanie's fries. And didnt even know that we're looking for that fries.)
Okay, I know you don't understand.Hahaha, Forget abot it. Lol.

Reached home, mum was asleep, cause she will be working in the morning. And was texting all the way with Faizal. It was really funny though. MAYBE will be having lunch with girlfriends or maybe with Wanie only.

I miss Wanie, Leena, Warda, Mira, Yus, Fazdly, Fayeezah, Farrah, Lia, Ah heng, Faizal, Fadhli, Fadhly, Ain, Shikin, Aliff, Hanif, Amy, Andy, Husayn, Poh seng, Azzam, Chun Fa, Crystal, Abdullah, Hilmi, Iiii(aper tah namer dier) hauhua, Fairuz, Meimei, Su mei, Yiyun, Rohim, Yani, Epul, Eko, Fitri, Ija, Sakinah, Willy, Yusman and Abg Rafit aloootttttttt!!!

To Ryan thanks for stopping by to read, to be honest you're really cute and HOT!! Hahahax.

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