Memories kept.
The memories still be kept,
"The day I started working out as crew in a restaurant, guys &guys were kept appearing before me. Was the temptation that I can't get it off. Until a few months later, I met someone. The someone who started working there as a despatch rider &the someone who is currently attach with his two years relationship girlfriend, and comes telling me that he is single &just broken up with his ex-girlfriend. So did I believe him. And a few weeks later, he talked to me &exchange contact numbers.
And yeah, such a nice conversation we had together in nights and mornings. And sooner later, we go on a date. To somewhere which people usually does their shopping spree. We had tons and tons of things to talk about, but there's only too little time. Days and weeks past, we're still in good terms with each other. Until one day he took my heart away, and says that he love me. I really do like and love him alot, it's just that he belongs someone. I could regard him as my lover, but I just don't know when could I tell the whole world that he's mine.
And later we started going out in the mornings, the best time to hang out with him, as he was working during the peak hours or maybe outing with his so call 'girlfriend'. So we headed out to Yishun dam, Sembawang park &the beautiful Esplanade. The hugs &kisses was great. Weeks past, restaurant was packed and busy, a tired day. Until bitches started coming down every single day just to attracts 'somebodies' attentions. He was really out of mind. Or maybe he's desire for womens. Whatever. And so, he was a total change person in just one night after he had met that bitch. He's.. atrocious manners. Those fucking behaviour. He's not a fuckhead, he's just a fucktard.
Days passes, someone new enter, Fadli. He's just a friend, the friend who likes me so much. It's just that I can't accept the fact that I'm still in love with a fucktard after the thing we been through together. So another new someone enter, Ismail. The close friend of the fucktard. We dated, we kissed, we hugged and the fact is I'm still in love with a fucktard."
"Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend.
Somewhere along in the bitterness.
And I would have stayed up with you all night.
Had I known how to save a life."
Well, people do make mistakes.
I'm just looking back at the past as memories. I really do love it. =]
