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Tuesday, August 28, 2007 8/28/2007 03:45:00 pm
he's changing over something nonsencial.
Anyway hello, yesterday(27/08) I must turn up for work, but I was too tired. abg Yusmir did send me a message &reminds me always. So sweet of him. And yeah I did plan to have a go-out-together with Fadhli to East Coast yesterday too, so I cancled it. I was too tired after a hefty day at school &did not sleep the whole night coz I was to hyper, lol.
Anyway yesterday, as were watching this Phua Chu Kang video, dear Faizal called. Dear Faizal was such in a so call 'stress mood'. He's stressing out about his bike &this thing(idk what does it call). So we did quarrel about something personal=[ But we did apologise to each other.
As for today, I was having headache the whole morning &it was a really bad one. I feel like having a nap eventhough I slept the whole day yesterday. As for today, I'm having a day off to have the go-out-together after Fadhli ends his work at seven o'clock. We're going East Coast to have dinner, &its his treat, lol.
Oh yeah, anyway happy birthday to Kak Dila(Hanif's gf) &happy birthday in advance to Yiyun jiejie. =DD
I'm feeling quite low. Someone's changing &I hate that. I really do like, loves &care for him. But this is just isn't the right time to changed. &someone new is entering my life. I just couldn't forget about the past that we have been through together eventhough your "someone's". Those kisses, hugs &enjoyment that you have brought me very single day had faded just like that. I felt really confused after loving you wholeheartedly &you're changing over something nonsencial. I really do hate the way you are now. I'm like searching for the old you &wanting to change you back to the old 'you'. I'm really missing the old days where we head to towns, the dam &the Esplanade in the morning eventhough you're tired.
I really felt like an idiot.
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"If I lay here, if I just lay here. Would you lie here with me &just forget the world?"
PS: He's changing. =[
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